i tink i m mad..
feeling happy at one moment and moody e next..
at times, just wanna hide in a dark corner..
feel like off-ing my phone so that no one is able to find mi..
however, i noe tis is not possible as i noe i will make those who couldnt get mi worried..

life is so contradicting isnt it?
i noe life is like dat..
i noe i got to change myself to suit the environment..
i noe i have gt no choice but to do wat i have to do now..

but.......
i just dont like it..
i know i have changed..
i m no longer that "judy" i m 4 yrs ago..

in actual fact, i hate the current me, current life and everythin the evolve ard mi..
i hate the "me" who is so indecisive..
i hate the "me" who is so contradicting..
i hate the "me" who is so soft hearted..
i hate the "me" who is so weak..
i seriously hate everythin abt mi now..

some ppl ard mi just cannot make life easy for mi..
i just dont understand y that can just act like one and change face e other moment..
i dont understand y do i have to do such a thing whereby i hate it when it happens to my family before..
i just tink i m losing myself and i m lost..

i just dont like to go home anymore..
no matter its my own home or his home..
i just hate e feel of being alone in a room and with ppl naggin outside bout those untrue things..
trust mi.. one day shd i burst, i wont give face no matter who u r..
TRUST MI!!!!

1:57 PM

e food at indulgz just sucks..
it seriously dont worth e money at all..
ordered 2 main course..
e food is tasteless ( as in i dont taste any seasoning added )

damn irritating..
was so paiseh coz i was e one who suggusted going there for dinner..
tmd!
thus, my advice is, dont ever go there to try out if u are tempted to go there..
coz, i tink, the food is not worth the price you paid and the service is not dat gd also..
place is not cosy and seating is too low..

so, in conclusion, i wont b going there ever again..
it just dont seem as nice as how xiaxue has describe!

9:13 AM

gona go try out indulgz bristro later which xiaxue recommand..
work is so hectic.. nvr ending ...
but i m tryin to learn how to LOVE my job as days goes by...
e onli reason i LOVE my job now is dat it is just 30 mins ride from my place..
and its a straight bus!!! LOL!!!

anyway, wil b movin to tradehub 21 in dec..
hopefully e bus journey wont take too long to reach office la..
from map it seems like its v near IMM..
but then, when i search "tradehub 21" at yahoo, the address is 50 Bukit Batok Street 23 #08-22 Singapore 659578 ...

BUKIT BATOK STREET 23!!!!
omfg!!! its means that i wil b able to meet up with ex colleagues for lunch!!!!
damn!! i m lookin forward to shiftin over lo.. lol!!

bth myself!! anyway, wil update pics on food again~

6:14 PM