feelin so down and miserable.. its so tiring to b in a world whereby there are so many lies evolvin in it.. nothin but lies..
y cant fairytale exist in tis way? misery!! broke off wif my bf due to some problems.. he juz simply cant keep his promises like how he keeps his useless frenz.. frenz whom will only get him out when they need him.. frenz that would juz fled and run when there are problems.. isnt it sad?
juz imagine.. if nw, i were to keep a guy like tis, one who breaks his promises again n agin, how can i trust him in the future if we were to get married? will he juz lament thru the vows and forget bout makin them come true?? tis question has been goin thru my brains for quite some times..
everyone is tellin mi how cruel n hard hearted i was to leave him.. but shit! how much do they noe bout the happenings in tis relationship? who are they to judge??? who are they to comment on how deep i haf hurt him when they dont even noe how bad is my condition nw?its so irritating! y cant they juz leave my life and juz buzz off? tink i would open a party if they were to do that.. afterall, they were the ones who got so "extra" in tis relationship n cause strains on us..
yes.. i noe and admit dat he changes alot since last time.. but anyone tot of the fact that a guy couldnt even fulfil a promise can bring wat happiness to u in the future?y cant he b like wat we used to b in e earlier 6 mths? everythin was sweet n we had our dreams.. how cruel can those frenz b? tryin to break us up? wat do they earn frm that??
u ppl were the ones who led him astray! dun make it sound like its my fault that things haf come to tis stage of no returns.. u ppl land him in db!! its wasnt mi.. i not tryin to run away frm responsibilty.. but tis is a actual fact! which fren would encourage his best fren to awol? which fren will try to lie his way out juz to get those things and benefits he want? let mi make tis clear to u.. NONE~ for goodness sake, juz pack up n leave my life as well as sj's life!! i wont do u any good if u linger ard for too long.. treat it as a threat! i dun care anyway.....
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