blogger just cannot let mi upload pics!! BTH!!
wanted to load up pics for irene and ronald's bdae..
which is like overdue for more den 1 mth!! LOL!!

anyway, sidetrack abit..
emo these few days..
seems like there arent anythin dat wil reali interest mi already..
there arent anythin dat can make mi happy..

i dont seem to enjoy anythin which i love to do in the past..
instead, i began to enjoy silentness..
i like to be left alone without anyone talkin to mi..
i m starting to feel so afraid of myself....

jammed the other day..
suddenly love the feel and was like chasing the feel everyday..
i noe its not right..
i noe its not a gd solution..
but i just can find any other way out..
seriously, i dont know what exactly is the problem nw and what do i reali wan..
everythin seems so far stretched and the road in front is dim..
part of mi feel so scare.. another part of me just wanna leave everythin just e way it is now..
its just so irritating..

i tink i seriously need a fairy god mama~

3:36 PM

here's some overdue pics from ronald's bdae!! just imagine.. 2 continuous days of drinkin to celebrate his bdae.. 1 day b4 actual day just e 3 of us as seng need to book in on ronald's actual day and actual day with GRS!!

* 2 idiots and mi!! *

* 3 of us! *

* us again!! *

* i like tis coz i look small!! LOL!! *

* us on stage~ *

* seng acting funny!! *

* ronald tryin to b funny! *

lol.. i seriously dont undestand y is it so that when both of them drink, they sure try to b funny de.. til date haven take a proper pic with them after knowing them for 8 yrs!! LOL..

DAY 2

* posing to blow cake! *

* posing to blow cake!! nearer~ *

* posing with cake!! *

* his mission!! *

with this funny pic, tis marks e end of my post of ronald's bdae.. anyway, i noe i m jialat la.. his bdae in july now den post up!! LOL~

12:06 PM