tis is the last of all these overdue pics!! taken b4 i went out to celebrate her bdae with her!! was feelin super vain that day!! didnt wan to waste the "feel"!!

some random NORMAL PICS!!!

* i quite like tis pic.. looks sweet.. but i know i m not la**

**i love taking blur pics!! cant c the flaws!! **

my meimei say i look like mulan in tis pic!! i dun tink so le.. lol

*e cant b bothered look again!!*

** tink i m too used to taking pics from angles.. my photo-taking skills arent gd!! i KNOW!!!!**

was feeling evil thus having tis 3 pics!!


**baobei say tis pic isnt evil at all!! he say is funny!! i dun tink so la~**
**baobei tink tis face is like mi having stroke then whole face buang!!lol~**

decided to get baobei to take pic with mi.. for this 2 yrs plus, i tink we took less than 10 pics.. * i dont take pics frequently.. feelin fat n uneasy!!*

** i know both of of the same pose.. but i look differnet ma.. so decided to put both up!!**

lastly,chose the better lookin on and use phone to add in frame.. but i tink look abit off..lol!!**




this marks the end of my post for overdue pics!! shall blog bout RONALD'S HAPPENING BDAE TOMOLO!!! BYE~~

4:24 PM

went 世外 with baobei!! here r e pics..** catch for that day arent good at all!! wil nvr go back there again..** lots of time to spare as there arnet any bite!! thus here is some pics we taken!!


* cant understand y he can still smile so cheerfully after having "suntan for a few hours without bite!! **

** mi super sian already!! **



**baobei requested that i smile while he can take a pic of mi with the "cursed" rod(no bite at all after 3 hrs)!!!!

lastly, both of us trying to c who can act cool with the sunglass!! coz its darn hot la.. cant reali c clearly with the sun on top and us below!!



**seriously, i tink baobei win hands down!! he can act machiam he super star!! i cant!!!!! lol.. **

3:54 PM

well, lotsa overdue pics to update!! finally found my cables!!

baobei acting like 老大！！！


** i tink tis pic classic lo.. act like so matured!! lol**

some random pics though~ actually requested baobei to gimmi shot some nic pics de.. dne he super hao lian dat day.. i talk to him he dun wan ans lo.. 妈的！！

** tis one i took without him knowing.. he turned round when he hear e shutter sound!! but too late!!

after knwing, he wan some bribes le.. lol..







take le stil wan act cool with mi lo.. lol~ but is cute la.. anyway last 2 pics of him!! i love these 2 funky ones!!i tink they r super cool!!

3:15 PM

today is such a fine day!!!

lol.. was feeling sick ytd.. and tis mornin, when i wake up at 6.30am, got a terrible headach.. msg boss to tel him i need time off for 2 hrs.. and called jac to remind her to bring her son's birth cert and to notify her that i need time off.. after dat, called shirley also.. at 6.45pm.. told baobei's mummy to wake mi up at 9am coz i need to b in office at 10am..

slept till 9.45am.. bb's mummy try waking mi up at 9am.. but i went back sleep again.. i tink she muz b tinkin tis woman is so jialat.. like pig lo!! lol.. then i bath and came out from bathroom at 9.55am.. called back office when i get a miss call.. but jac told mi no one called!! damn strange.. and i left home at 10am!!

went downstairs wait for cab.. ma de.. nowadays cabbie is so hao lian.. c u there they dun wan pick up.. c i no $$ pay is it? nvm.. then finally boarded a cab.. rch office at 10.30am..

when i rch, my boss gimmi the type of face whick make mi feel so amused!! lol.. jac told mi when boss rch office, he couldnt find his lappy.. then finally, he found out that big big boss "confiscated" his lappy coz he nvr off the lappy ytd!! which mean mi n jac forget to off it!! actually, i tot he b back so i nvr off for him!! now jialat lo.. as punishment, mi n jac cant print from boss's printer liao lo.. muz walk all the way to e front to pick up printings..but its ok!! i gona REQUEST for one printer if this the case.. hope management approve it lo~ ** btw, i got confirmed already.. backdate to 22nd july!! those who know my situation wil know y tis wordings r in italic!!lol~**

anyway, i m one happy woman now as adrian FINALLY bought mi coffee bean!! after so long!! i tink he promised tis coffe bean last week lo.. den i keep kp him till he buay tahan.. now my salesman left TWL nvr buy things back to 孝敬 his corridnator liao lo.. ** which is mi la.. **

well, lastly, hope my weekend wil turn out fine!! celebrating's daddy's bdae tomolo.. and it happens to b ronald's bdae!!! hmm.. jac is also holding a celebration for her son tomorrow!! omg!! tink i gona split myself!! back to blog on monday!! BYE~

5:19 PM

y r there so many politics problem in the company? it sucks to max lo!!!

knn.. leonard ask mi to help him do mass email.. ** mass email is not to email to all.. but to email one receipient one by one!! **out of pity, i did it for him as he told mi this mth he got not much sales..ok, fine.. after doing i inform him.. but guess wat? here comes the bomb!!!

Me: i finish mass email out le..
L: then if they nvr reply ur email then u call one by one..
Me: y call up one by one?since they c the mail le.. if they dont wan buy then they wont reply de ma..
L: no.. even if they dun wan buy, check out y they dont need it.. and mayb they nvr c email so they nvr reply.. then u help mi draw out a schedule.
Me: its pointless.. i tink its a waste of time.. u tink onli one or two schools meh? its 50 over lo..
L: then u doin it anot?can or cannot?
Me: u ask mi do i can say cannot meh?
L: get it done by next week!

i was fuming lo.. ppl help u do u dun knn try to act like u the boss ok?somemre even if i help u do le u tink u will follow my schedule meh? dun try to cock with mi :( i dont even tink u will follow!

then derrick ask mi not to do it de right?ppl manager le.. salesman ask mi do manager ask mi not to do!! kena stuck lo.. lame de le.. in the end, though derrick ask mi do la.. but i also told him i dont tink u will follow the schedule.. n u somemre gto the cheek to say if u cant make it then u will change the timing with the teacher!! if tis e case, then for wat i help u do le? HELO!!! u tink i free? doin ur things onli ar? ma de!!nvm.. since u say u can afford to gimmi time to do it, then i will do it SLOWLY!!!

well, i tink company quite jialat la.. today heard that clyff is leaving.. she is not even here for 1 mth n she tendered tis mornin!! i juz work here 3 mths onli.. already alot of ppl left~ y is tis so?
1. Laiyew
2. Merry
3. Alex
4. Annie
5. Jaslin
6. Meiling
7. Clyff

seems like the average rate of ppl leaving is 2.33 ppl leavin per mth lo.. i m actually tinking of leaving too le.. so ppl, if there is any jobs available, pls let mi know.. coz i feel that i m overload with all sorts of nonsense.. workload is gettin mre n mre.. and i m gettin pissed with ppl here!! and one fine day, when i reali cant take it anymre, i wil juz throw letter at that person's face.. as for confirmation, i dont tink i will accept it unless the pay is justify!! i wont compromise for a pay which i tink doesnt justify!! say that i m gek gao or 小心眼 for all u guys wan say.. i juz wont compromise.. tis is a matter of 原则!

its not a matter i "gek gao" or wat.. i juz tink dat i m juz dat bloody stupid.. shd have ask for mre during interview so that since they will to reduce, i have mre allowance for them to reduce!!.. but i tink i m juz darn stupid + honest!! i always tink that 人要自知自明** my chinese arent good at all!! **mzu know where we stand.. regretted not putting my heart n soul in when i m havin my o level lo.. nb.. now talk so much also no use le la.. juz pray that good job will come my way soon!!!!! lol..

shall blog again soon!!

11:57 AM

RECAP FOR LAST WEEK!!

everythin was normal xcept i finally went POWERHOUSE... lol..i noe i super sua ku la.. but bo bian.. nvr go chiong so long liao.. i tink e last time i went club was to 97?? with ah leong n ah wee!!! n dat seems to b at leaast 6 mths ago!!

wed ( 18/7 )
mary treated us to buffet.. coz of some appreciation thing she wan express to us la.. didnt wan to go as i dun tink i contribute much to SMART.. then wed morning kena saiko by Adrian and Jac.. both ask mi go.. then since they already open mouth le, den i juz follow lo..

didnt have the intention of goin chiong after dinner as i having mild backach.. ** 妈的！！i tink e backache comin mre n mre often le..gettin quite bad in e night n whenever the weather turns cold!! ** however, after dinner, Mary was so siao onz that she want go POWERHOUSE too.. lol.. so after considering, i went ahead with them as i tink its sooooo unusual that she wans to go tis type of place lo.. anyway, its ladies night n there wont b any cover....

stay there til 11 when mary n audrey n adrian went off.. so mi, ivn, kathy n jac stayed.. since we have 5 coupons each, then in total we have 25 inclusive of audrey's.. got ourself a few jugs n 14 tequila shots.. lol.. feeling so super shiok as i damn long nvr drink shots le.. i had 5 of them.. lol.. guess wat, jac was tipsy after 2 shots.. its kind of funny.. nvr c her like dat b4.. was so worried that anythin wil happen to her over there anot.. heng her frenz were present.. den ivn, kathy n mi went off ard 1.30am..sent ivn home first b4 i go back as we share cab... btu i rch home at 3 plus lo.. stupid bb went over to his frenz place..then i went over coz i arent happy with him goin over so late in the night when he promised to wait for mi at home lo.. slept at 4 n woke up at 7..

fri ( 20/7 )
leonard bought the mini char siew bao.. its is super nice lo.. no wonder bryan say nice.. ** he has got high taste for char siew buns ok? ** actually, i was like nagging at leonard for weeks to buy the mini buns as i wanted to have a try at it.. so finally, he bought mi 2!!

sat ( 21/7 )
went fishing with bb n his daddy.. when over to pasir ris at 7 plus..rch there ard 9 plus coz fetchin his mum back to her 娘家 ~ rch the fishin pond at 9.20pm..then started fishing.. i was so hungry that bb bought half a chicken to share.. was tasty~ then we start fishing..lol.. luck wasnt that gd.. bb caught a fish then one fish kena handline which is not allowed in the pond!! was an uncle who put the handline there.. he told us to bring the fish back as he nvr pay to fish then if he take, v pua zhui!! so we took the fish lo.. was not big la.. atthe end of 3 hrs, we onli have these 2 fish.. the person in charge was not bad.. used our rod to fish one fish frm the place he rear the fish.. so in total we had 3 fish.. 1 small 2 big!!

sun ( 22/7 )
went fishing again coz still not 满意 with the fishing time.. but tis time round, we went to those sea de.. no need pay n all 3 can fish at the same time.. then we went to sembawang park coz i wanted to catch 花蟹.. in the end, i tink they r not big enuff lo..the biggest i caught onli half of my palm size lo.. machiam like those soft shell crab de size but smaller abit!! then duno his dad or bb suggest goin to tuas to fish.. in the end, a damn big joke happened!! coz there alot of long long grass, then his dad decide to drive his lorry in so that no need to walk.. in the end, when we drive in, got ppl fish there.. so left not much space for us to fish n we decided to go other place.. juz ask we were leaving, halfway thru the path, our lorry got stuck as the soil there too soft then the lorry cant move!! was trapped for bout 1 hr.. mi n bb when down to push lorry.. moved abit and bb kena all mud on his pants n shirt.. then finally, someone walked out as they juz finish fishing.. heng heng he drive lorry de.. then he use his lorry help us drag our lorry out.. if not we sure trap there de.. den if call n ask ppl come help us tow, sure muz at least $50 de lo.. but heng la.. all is fine after dat.. laughed all the way home lo..

thats my weekend lo.. malu but interesting la.. hope tis weekend will b better as daddy's bdae is on 29 July and ronald's on 28 july plus jac's son!! looking forward to tis weekend as payday is APPROACHING!!!!!!!

shall blog again.. ciao~

3:16 PM

jacqueline juz told mi bout tis test.. so i went to do it..
heres the webby fro the test~ http://www.ihhp.com/quiz.php

can try it lo.. but i tink juz take it for fun can le.. lol.. coz i dont believe in answering ten questions n they can give u an accurate reading of ur EQ~ ** Even if u test IQ and there wil b lotsa question de lo!! **
anyway, here's my reading!!

Your Score: 43
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35 - 44

You have slightly above average EQ - with room to grow! You are likely sensitive to the emotional climate of the people around you - your peers, friends, family and key clients. You are well aware of the effect your behavior has on others. Still, while you may be adept at tuning into others and their needs - you must remember your own! Don't be afraid to honestly communicate these difficult needs and feelings. The world is well stocked with martyrs - it doesn't need any more! Think also about your passion for work (or whatever constitutes your main roles in life - manager of people, doer of tasks, 'meeter' of clients' needs, etc). We spend countless hours in our given roles - sometimes without much joy or satisfaction. In the process we become tranquilized by the trivial. Sedated by the small details of life. Sure, the laundry needs doing, the groceries need getting, the kids need chauffeuring, the deadlines must be knocked off, but we also need to stop and remember what gives us great joy and meaning. If we fail to remind ourselves (on a regular basis), we risk becoming hostile and cynical. We lose our purpose. And this translates to a diminished ability to be effective, at ease and fulfilled. Areas to work on: Ask yourself: - What situations generally create tension and stress for you? How are you handling these situations? - What negative thoughts play over and over in your mind on a regular basis? Are these a true picture of reality? - Are you afraid to share your needs and feelings with others? Is it because you are taking care of everyone else - being a martyr - or acting 'the strong, silent type'? What 3 things give you the greatest meaning in your life? If you work on gaining clarity in these areas, you will move toward maximizing your full potential and finding greater effectiveness, happiness, and fulfillment in your life. As William James said: I have no doubt whatever that most people live, whether physically, intellectually, or morally, in a very restricted circle of their potential being. They make use of a very small portion of their possible consciousness... much like a man who, out of his whole body organism, should get into the habit of using and moving only his little finger... We all have reservoirs of life to draw upon, of which we do not dream.

well, that all ppl.. i m taking like 5 mins off work to blog out tis.. coz i m flooding with chores!! shall blog nxt week again.. ppl, take e test to get ur mind a small small getaway!! i tink it does help~ lalalalala~

**PS: Leonard bought mini char siew bao again!! love it can? super nice!!**

4:46 PM

yes!! i finally pass my basic theory on the 2nd July.. lol~ proceeding to final theory on Sept 2!! hope to pass it immediately as i failed 3 times for basic.. ** boo!!**shall b determine to get my license by June 2008!!pray hard hard~ back to blog soon tomolo!! bye~

3:31 PM

yes.. i went into one of my colleague's fren blog n i came across a post which i tink i shd post somethin like dat too to remind myself of wat a fren jasmine is!! ** jasmine is someone who i know when i was 17~**

met her thru a fren.. 1st impression of her was not bad coz i tink she is like mi.. :) thus, we spend every free time after e first meeting and we call each other 爱爱~ soon, every mutual frenz know bout it and whenever they c either of us, they will ask, "今天没有约你的爱爱啊？".. yes!! we were this "unseparable"~ and to almost all ppl who know us, we r reali like 2 sisters who's glued to one another..Thus, tis post shall b specially dedicated to her!!

hey jasmine,
hows life? did u ever tink of wat happen between us and the good times we had together? we had went thru many things n i tot of us being together as best of frenz thru out our life time! but i guess tis is heaven's will and i shall let tis past memories go once tis post end as i had cling on to tis miserable happenings for too long!
do u stil remember how we used to:
1. spend all afternoons together when you dont feel like goin to school?
2. scold john when he irritate he by tellin u those nonsense?
3. play pool and whenever u r losing, u will play the song 黄昏 to distract mi?
4. bully xiao ben whenever we go out together?
5. share all those secrets that not even our family members know?
6. share those pain n sorrows that we wan to hide from others?
7. play basketball together n run like hell together when we lose?
8. share our clothes?
9. console each other when either of us r filled with grief n sorrows?
10.stand up for one another when any of us get bullied?
11.share our last cigrette together?
12.experience gastric pain together?
13.spend our nights out chatting n fooling ard?
14.stand firmly on our relationship when ppl starts sabotagin?
15.boycott anyone whom any of us doesnt like?
16.share our last dollar together?
17.meet up for breakfast at 6am at "老地方"?
18.call each other 爱爱 till my youngest sister's jealous?
and many mre...........

do you still remember all these? i reali thought we can stand firm on our stand n relationship forever till JD came into our lives... when he came into our lives, u started to change~

i know u like JD alot! i reali know it~ but have u ever wonder wat makes mi commit into a RS with him? its bcoz u told mi love cant b forced and u wan mi to b with him as you wan him to b happy and encourage mi to give him a chance?? do u remember? do u also remember that you gave me e promise that nothin can change our relationship? do u also remember that it was you who encourage mi to start with him and gave us ur blessings??? i guess u dont!

when mi n JD start, u started to change.. when i ask u out, u tell mi u are outside n wont b free.. in e end, i found out u were at panjang with our frenz.. at 12mn, u sms JD telling him u missed the last bus home and would like him to send u home.. i was bside him when ur sms arrive.. i felt sad but still asked JD to send u home when he is reluctant to do so~ do u know bout tis? i dont tink u wil ever know!! tis kind of situation came so often that at times, i feel so disappointed! you even told him not to let mi know u sms!! what do u mean by that? dont u know that he is with mi at nights coz i onli knock off 10pm??

then, u begun to MIA and u would not pick up call or reply sms from me nor ur mum n dad! at last, i told JD to sms u and guess wat? u replied immediately askin him to go out with u!! dont u tink its a joke that due to the appearance of a guy? didnt i tell u from the start that tis guy will ruin all those bondings we share in the past? but u assured mi that it wont happen!i guess i m such a fool to believe in those words~

then, there was a time when i was not ard for 8 mths. i told u and asked u to take care of urself. but u didnt reply and i let it be.... once i came back, i heard that u and JD got together.. but do u know that mi n JD still together? do u tink tis is good? worse still, u r living at his home and his home is juz 4 floors below my home!!! frenz told mi not to get work up or beat u up coz of anger.. ok.. fine~ i let it rest till i finally saw u one day..

i smiled at you. but guess wat? u turned away looking at other place.. at tis point of time, i feel damn pissed with myself.. y did i befriend such a person n let myself face such insult?? but it was another thing when i saw u n JD under our block a few days later.. you guys were walking from the carpark to the lift n i was at the lift waiting for the lift to rch groundfloor.. when i saw u, u quickly pulled his hands and smile at me.. when do u mean by doing that? trying to tell mi that u guys r together or u won by snatching him from mi?? then all 3 of us went in to the lift n i pressed 6 for u as i know what floor u guys r stopping.. then u start talking to me..

Jasmine: How u?
Me: ok lo.. same..
Jasmine: the n like dat good lo..

then u rch ur floor.. and we parted with u saying bye to me.. isnt it ridiculous? jasmine, y did u change to such a person? y did u try to upset and aggitate mi when u know i m already dripping tears in my heart? dont u know it hurt me anot? a few weeks later, u turned up at my workplace tellin mi u found a job in the shopping center i m working in! isnt all tis too 巧? u tink drama is it? on the 1st day of ur work, u jio mi to take 190 back home together.. in the end, JD turn up n all 3 of us took e same bus home~ dont u tink u went overboard as AW told me actually JD was with him n u called to say u arent feeling well and wants JD to fetch u? wat r u trying to prove after all these trouble?? on e 2nd day, u stopped coming to my shop xcept after u finish work, which is 30 mins earlier then mi, u brought JD up n told mi u n JD go off 1st.. this last for 2 mths~

finally, u stopped coming to my shop at 9.30pm.. i started to worry if anythin happened to u as tis is the onli job u got since u quit sch.. but i guess i cant do anythin to it as this is wat u chose things to b like.. and we nvr c each other other than the lift lobby and u treat me like a stranger.. i feel so devasted!

jasmine, can u tell mi y all these happened? y did u do all these juz to hurt me? didnt i make myself clear that i wont wan to spoil our relationship coz of JD.. i was reluctant to do anythin to hurt u till u wanted him to b happy and requested me to b with him so that he wil b happy?** i did like him.. but i was reluctant.. remember??**thus i grant u ur wish.. to tel u e truth, i was nvr happy to know that u avoided mi juz bcoz of him..

all these r bygones now.. i know its pointless for mi to hold on n live with such memories and i wish u all the best in wat u do!! good bye forever!!

12:37 PM

YES!!

i m still coughin for heaven's sake..i tink muz b "cold" cough la~ coz i ate durians n its getting better!!

last fri was such fun!! suppose to have a meeting at 5pm~ but boss actually decide to postpone it as he wil b back late!! thus meeting was cancelled n the big boss ordered 2 "crates" of durians~ was quite fun.. those guys were tryin to recommand those durians they got in hand!! ** i mean guys in my co**

SIMON
i tink he is reali gd at spotting durians!! he actually handpick some from the crate n i personally tink the durians were great!! lol.. can c so when meiling actually kind of follow him whichever direction he turn to~

LEONARD
he is not bad la.. stil ask mi eat those he tink is nice.. lol.. but one of them actually not v ripe n its hard.. but i decide to try it.. coz i tink mayb nice also..**i ate those hard de b4 n some r nice**!! but b4 i can put in my mouth, he push my hand causing the durian to drop!! den he shouted " NOT RIPE!! " lol.. of coz i noe la.. he tink i gong meh? juz wan try n c c ma!! lol

JOHN TWL
he is a nice salesman!! but too bad~ i tink he got bad taste!! he loves tasteless n sweet de durians!! lolz.. i tink bitter one nice.. i intro him a bitter one n i tink his face "crumpled" n tel mi not v nice~ lol..

overall the durian feast was not bad la.. but kind of full to e extend that i got to take cab home coz i was too full!! shirley "lompang" mi back with a grouchy taxi uncle!! nad when i rch home, i told baobei that "i m goin to give birth to durians~"..

kk.. enuff of the durian feast!! shall b back real soon to blog bout other things that i though over e weekends!!

2:15 PM

recap of wat i did for the weekend..

sat (30/6)

slack the whole day..coz feeling sick..baobei went out with gw, gy n etc to c movie.. so i was home alone..at night, went joann's bdae party..at bukit timah cc.. hmm..e atmosphere there seems like the "old folk home" i work b4 xcept its liquor free~ went home at ard 10.30pm as i was feeling giddy!!

sunday (1/7)

its Merry's precious bdae today!! didnt make it for the buffet as i was feeling bloody sick n feverish!! was so "nua" dat i didnt wan to do anythin xcept slp!! in e end, went for buffet at sakura.. was so disappointed as the food there was not dat up to standard that day!!

mon(2/7)

dats it.. was on mc due to fever , cough n flu.. cabbed over to Company doc to c doc!! was given 2 days mc.. before reaching the clinic, i called back office to dbl check the exact location of the clinic.. i asked meiling.. after she told mi everythin that i need to noe, guess wat??she actually ask mi who m i!!!! lol~ i guess my voice was damn jialat dat day!!cabbed home after dat n slp like no tomolo..

tue (3/7)

jac called.. i tink she was flooded with work n i was slpin at home!! lol.. i didnt was tis to happen de ma.. paiseh lo.. anyway, rest e whole day without doin anythin constructive..

wed (4/7)

finally back to work.. i was shocked to c my table coz it seems as though war had broke out when i was away.. was confuse at first.. but gradually was alright xcept i was coughin like mad!! **back to work is no fun when my head is spining n i was coughin like my lungs r goin to throw out!** .. knock off at 6.30pm as i had gebiz to bid n system was slow!!

thurs (5/7)

was so bored all day!! onli did like 5 quotations.. almost all r revised de.. den do filing n invoicing... went up store n bring down goods.. everythin juz flash pass mi..i guess tis is my "slackest" day after ard 2 mths of being here.. now waiting for 5.30pm.. hahahaha~

well, wil b back to blog tomolo if i m FREE!! lol.. ciao~

3:37 PM