i+m+juz+mi

2009-08-12T17:45:00.003+08:00

haven been updating tis blog for a v long time.. didnt noe wat to say bout my life now except dat it just sucks..

though have been goin out for several times with frenz to chill, but i just feel so empty after i reach home.. though i m smiling n laughin on the outside, but deep down, nobody understand.. the feeling just suck and the though of everything make mi so sian.. anyway, when will my days b bright n sunny?? it has already been so long.. i just dont understand..

for job lookin wise, i have been sending out tons n tons of resume.. but i tink the market is v bad.. went for 3 interviews.. however, all say will call mi in one week time if i make it to e 2nd interview.. lol.. abit irritating.. but no choice.. and just receive a call from an agent.. saying she will be sending my resume to her client.. c if gt any feedback ma.. so i will just cross my fingers and pray hard for good news..

as for relationship, i wanted to end everythin peacefully.. however, u force mi to b hostile n cruel to u.. i do cherish e 4 yrs we had no matter wat has happened.. and i have already told u.. unless u change for a better.. if not, u will be out from my life totally.. but u r too stubborn to listen.. and during the 4 yrs, i swear i had told u more than 5 times.. but everytime, u just change for a short period of time.. after dat, all come returnin again.. i no longer sense any feel of security and love so this time, i m damn serious.. i no longer can c wat will happen to us 5 yrs down the road.. not to mention gettin married like wat u say and spending our lives together.. u say i m v hard hearted and being unfair plus cruel to u.. but have u tot of wat makes e judy today that u c now? sorry to say tis, but i have changed.. i m no longer e judy u noe before.. just like i arent e judy u know when u were 11 yrs old when we got together..

u say i arent smilin and talking like how i used to last time.. its bcoz i dont c any reason to do so.. i arent happy so y shd i smile? everything will b so fake if i do so.. i dont wan that to happen.. so many things happened btw us.. i just feel that both of us had tried our best to make tis relationship works.. however, there are too many to work on and seriously speaking, both of us are tired.. u got to admit that tis is the truth.. isnt it? everyone will change over a period of time.. its just a matter of changing to b a better person or changing to someone which u yrself cant even recognise.. u got to admit also that e feel btw us had faded due to alot which happened last yr.. however, we were stil forcing our relationship to go on due to the promises, commitment and expectation everyone close have on us.. to me, i have told u many times.. u r stil hangin on to this relationship becoz u r too used to havin me by ur side.. i just feel i m a piece of drifting wood that u r holding on to for fear that u will drown..

sorry to say tis.. but i have to let go coz i m afraid of drowning too.. out in the surface, i may seem strong.. but deep down, i arent at all.. nobody knows bout tis.. i arent as dependant as how i look.. i need someone to take care of me and not the other way round.. i m just tired.. sick n tired of everything.. both of us dont have alot of 4yrs to waste.. thus, its time to move on..

now u r tellin mi i deserve someone better and have already have that someone beside me now.. but, its not the truth.. i m afraid.. i m exhaused.. just having the thought of being in a relationship again just put me off.. not to mention starting all over again..

all i wan to say now is, thanks for everythin in this 4+ yrs.. both of us got to move on.. unless the day comes when both of us meet the expectation of each other, there wont b any hope ro continue tis relationship..

2009-07-25T14:50:00.002+08:00

everythin has ended..
4 yrs and its all gone..
thanks for everything!

2009-07-13T04:52:00.002+08:00

ages since i last blog..

health is bad..
being hospitalize again!
later stil need to go back hospital follow up!

i simply dont like it..

2009-05-11T12:59:00.002+08:00

i guess its time to change new job again..
accts in tis company just suck til max..
first tel me they wil be sending my chq of 3 days of work to the bank to bank in for mi..
now tel mi wil hold and bank in together when they pay me for my work in may..
cb..

anyway, wil b meeting up with my ex colleague hendri either tomolo or wed..
he say gt lobang intro..
sales line..
pray its a gd one and can earn mre..

till then~ *wave*

2009-05-07T07:42:00.002+08:00

freaking tired..
need to wake up darn early just to catch the company bus..

more info on the company i m working in..
its a marine engineering company..
singapore company lai de..

here de ppl v funny de..
chop chop 12pm lunch coz gt ppl help da bao..
den the company trend damn funny de lo..
everyone eat at their own table..
then at 12.15pm, the whole office is dark de lo..
coz they off the light to slp..

my goodness..
v cute right?
then at 6pm, everyone chop chop punch out..
at 5.55pm, everyone packing bag le..
LOL!!

hopefully can survive in this job..
coz i arent a "morning" person ya?
cross finger and pray hard hor..

2009-04-30T12:58:00.003+08:00

back from bangkok already..
love there alot..
great for ppl who wanna spend tons n tons of money..
i shopped and bought lots of stuff..
but most of them are for my family la..

anyway, started working on monday..
its a marine engineering com.
singapore com lai de..
a v v messy company with lots of lame paperwork..
hope can survive in this company la..
coz interview for admin position..
but in the end, ended up in purchasing dept as purchaser..
my god!
mre details in e next post..

anyway, lunch is over and wil b back to blog again..~

2009-03-13T04:51:00.002+08:00

lol.. in less den 2 hrs time i b makin my way to bangkok with jacqueline..
lookin forward to the trip!!
will update pics if there is any nice ones..
lookin forward to carry loots back....

anyway, i have passed my TP on 6th feb..haha..

2009-01-19T09:48:00.002+08:00

i guess there was b some problems with my body..
i just dun seem to have any appetite..
has lost like 10kg over 4mths and gettin blue black when i did not even knock myself onto anythin..
i feel thirsty though i drink lots of water..
whenever i go c doc, they wil just gimmi antibiotic!!
now, i change to chinese sinseh..
coz i scare later kidney failure!
my goodness!!!
anyone can tel mi wat e fuck is happenin to my body??
i need HELP!!

feeling lousy

2008-12-09T13:57:00.001+08:00

i tink i m mad..
feeling happy at one moment and moody e next..
at times, just wanna hide in a dark corner..
feel like off-ing my phone so that no one is able to find mi..
however, i noe tis is not possible as i noe i will make those who couldnt get mi worried..

life is so contradicting isnt it?
i noe life is like dat..
i noe i got to change myself to suit the environment..
i noe i have gt no choice but to do wat i have to do now..

but.......
i just dont like it..
i know i have changed..
i m no longer that "judy" i m 4 yrs ago..

in actual fact, i hate the current me, current life and everythin the evolve ard mi..
i hate the "me" who is so indecisive..
i hate the "me" who is so contradicting..
i hate the "me" who is so soft hearted..
i hate the "me" who is so weak..
i seriously hate everythin abt mi now..

some ppl ard mi just cannot make life easy for mi..
i just dont understand y that can just act like one and change face e other moment..
i dont understand y do i have to do such a thing whereby i hate it when it happens to my family before..
i just tink i m losing myself and i m lost..

i just dont like to go home anymore..
no matter its my own home or his home..
i just hate e feel of being alone in a room and with ppl naggin outside bout those untrue things..
trust mi.. one day shd i burst, i wont give face no matter who u r..
TRUST MI!!!!

indulgz bristro

2008-12-04T09:13:00.003+08:00

e food at indulgz just sucks..
it seriously dont worth e money at all..
ordered 2 main course..
e food is tasteless ( as in i dont taste any seasoning added )

damn irritating..
was so paiseh coz i was e one who suggusted going there for dinner..
tmd!
thus, my advice is, dont ever go there to try out if u are tempted to go there..
coz, i tink, the food is not worth the price you paid and the service is not dat gd also..
place is not cosy and seating is too low..

so, in conclusion, i wont b going there ever again..
it just dont seem as nice as how xiaxue has describe!

Indulgz Bristro

2008-12-03T18:14:00.002+08:00

gona go try out indulgz bristro later which xiaxue recommand..
work is so hectic.. nvr ending ...
but i m tryin to learn how to LOVE my job as days goes by...
e onli reason i LOVE my job now is dat it is just 30 mins ride from my place..
and its a straight bus!!! LOL!!!

anyway, wil b movin to tradehub 21 in dec..
hopefully e bus journey wont take too long to reach office la..
from map it seems like its v near IMM..
but then, when i search "tradehub 21" at yahoo, the address is 50 Bukit Batok Street 23 #08-22 Singapore 659578 ...

BUKIT BATOK STREET 23!!!!
omfg!!! its means that i wil b able to meet up with ex colleagues for lunch!!!!
damn!! i m lookin forward to shiftin over lo.. lol!!

bth myself!! anyway, wil update pics on food again~

1st day of work

2008-11-24T17:10:00.002+08:00

i m now bloggin from my new workplace..
everything is ok except i tink they are in a HURRY to teach mi..
machiam i m computer like dat.. just input and everythin wil b inside.. LOL!!
1st day need to learn product and preparing quotation,SO,PO and packing list..
my mentor, sharmaine, wanted to teach mi ageing also..
but i cannot take it already thus i told her i wil learn tomolo..
too much for mi to handle.. omg!!
anyway, hope can survive thru tis "learning" period lo..

on a happier note, i was informed that my hard work previously has paid off..
though its lame coz i have already left that company..
however, on learning that they have already received the confirmation on the last project which i have put my heart and soul in reali brightens up my day!!
felt so consoled though the way they treated mi was fucked up la..
i mean, just imagine losin slp and appetite coz afraid dat i wil mess up the docs..
heng everythin ends up well la.. LOL!!

anyway, gona go back to slog for the last 15 mins befroe i offically call it a day..
before i end, i just wanna declare something..
and dat is................................

I M OFFICALLY A HAPPY WOMAN TODAY!!!

PS: * hope all good things come my way from today onwards!!! *

2008-10-24T19:58:00.003+08:00

lol.. ages since i last blog..
not workin at e moment..
restin and restin everyday!
if it is resting without any disturbance, it would b perfect.. lol..

realise i couldnt reali get along with his mum after all..
e things dat i do and the things she does are totally different..
i guess its time to re-evaluate again!

anyway, i hate goin to interviews again n again!
its so tedious!
nb!

alright.. wil b back to blog soon if i get a job ya? LOL!!

feel

2008-10-10T11:11:00.004+08:00

fallin in love with several songs..

Title：冲动

很感激这城市拥挤的交通
让你我还能多相处几分钟
人潮中怕失散所以轻轻拉你的手
一刻不放松不放松

忍不住想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我会有点寂寞
你给的幸福在我心中自由走动抚平我每一个伤口
忍不住想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受不怕失落
关于你的一切我想要比谁都懂

title: 不要用我的爱来伤害我

我以为你是真的爱过所以我才认真把握
不知不觉陷入爱的旋涡抓不住解救的绳索
我为你付出了太多太多从没问过爱的结果
可是你一次一次的出卖我一次一次让我难过

不要用我的爱来伤害我你知道我是多脆弱
我做错了什么你要惩罚我如果这样你还说爱我
不要用我的爱来伤害我你的绝情无法闪躲
如果你要解脱撕毁的承诺请把我从前对你的爱还给我

title: 痛也不会说出口的我
一切早开始了　一切却还未辉煌
触摸到手指　不代表敲动她心房
我爬到高山的一半　想要回头怎么办
风撼动我的肩膀　汗揪着我的衣裳
谁愿意失败失败再失败
谁高兴期盼期盼再期盼

我是个痛也不会说出口的人
我是个贪心也注定要不到的人
你恋恋过我　就像花依赖树尖
但风轻轻的吹　时候到幸福却枯萎
我是个爱也不会说清楚的人
我是个懦弱也还在拼拼看的人
火熊熊了眼　别太快灰飞湮灭
荣耀若值钱　我不会掉下泪

though i noe e last 2 songs quite old liao.. but, they do fully describe my feel now!! EMO-ing!!

freak out!

2008-08-27T15:36:00.002+08:00

blogger just cannot let mi upload pics!! BTH!!
wanted to load up pics for irene and ronald's bdae..
which is like overdue for more den 1 mth!! LOL!!

anyway, sidetrack abit..
emo these few days..
seems like there arent anythin dat wil reali interest mi already..
there arent anythin dat can make mi happy..

i dont seem to enjoy anythin which i love to do in the past..
instead, i began to enjoy silentness..
i like to be left alone without anyone talkin to mi..
i m starting to feel so afraid of myself....

jammed the other day..
suddenly love the feel and was like chasing the feel everyday..
i noe its not right..
i noe its not a gd solution..
but i just can find any other way out..
seriously, i dont know what exactly is the problem nw and what do i reali wan..
everythin seems so far stretched and the road in front is dim..
part of mi feel so scare.. another part of me just wanna leave everythin just e way it is now..
its just so irritating..

i tink i seriously need a fairy god mama~

ronald's bdae

2008-08-25T12:06:00.010+08:00

here's some overdue pics from ronald's bdae!! just imagine.. 2 continuous days of drinkin to celebrate his bdae.. 1 day b4 actual day just e 3 of us as seng need to book in on ronald's actual day and actual day with GRS!!

DAY 1

was suppose to meet up at 7 plus.. but i was like draggin time thus meet them up onli at 9!! lol.. 2 of them has got hard time waitin for mi.. LOL.. den went for dinner before going to drink..

* our dinner for e nite!! all my fav!! machiam my bdae~ LOL!! *

* e 2 hungry man!! *

* vivi n mi!! take 1~ *

* vivi n mi!! take 2~ *

* san n mi! *

* soon n mi! take 1~*

* soon n mi.. take 2 ~ *

* seng n mi!! *

* us again!! *

* mi punching seng!! he is darn irritating by sayin he damn FIT now ok? LOL!! *

* vivi n mi again!! *

* vivi n mi ( blur version.. ) *

enuff said.. featuring the bdae boy who is freaking red dat night.. just imagine.. 2 bottles for for the price of 1!! lol.. face give FULL FULL de le.. LOL!!

* mi n ronald! *

* mi n ronald again!! *

* 2 idiots and mi!! *

* 3 of us! *

* us again!! *

* i like tis coz i look small!! LOL!! *

* us on stage~ *

* seng acting funny!! *

* ronald tryin to b funny! *

lol.. i seriously dont undestand y is it so that when both of them drink, they sure try to b funny de.. til date haven take a proper pic with them after knowing them for 8 yrs!! LOL..

DAY 2

* ownself wan put candle.. LMAO!! *

* make a wish *

* posing to blow cake! *

* posing to blow cake!! nearer~ *

* posing with cake!! *

* his mission!! *

* tio sabo!! *

with this funny pic, tis marks e end of my post of ronald's bdae.. anyway, i noe i m jialat la.. his bdae in july now den post up!! LOL~

busy month part 1

2008-07-30T18:21:00.004+08:00

july is a v v v busy mth for mi ya?
and i m damn broke due to this month's spending!! * faint!! *

first, its dean's bdae.. pics says everything!

* cake 1 *

* cake 2 *

* cake 3 *

* cake 4 *

* makin bdae wish~ *

* lookin at cake feeling touched~ *

* smilely~ *

* blowing cake! *

* figuring how to cut the cake!! lol~ *

dats all for his bdae ya? hp not much batt left thus not much pics taken.. i wil b back to post on irene's bdae and ronald's bdae tomolo if time permits!! LOL!! in conclusion, had fun la..!! :)

depress again

2008-07-25T14:48:00.003+08:00

e more i see and learn more things, e more i feel dat this world is so unfeeling!
i began to hate humans more n more..

i have always though that its my problem and not e other factors..
but now, i m starting to doubt everything..

after so long, u ppl issue letters to those staff..
after ppl has already settled down and start on their new jobs and everything..

well, i noe that its to protect e company's right..
however, y only take action now when you can do so ages ago?

well, i dont noe of the main reason behind this andi dont wanna noe..
as this doesnt concern mi at all..

all i wanna say is, ppl has slogged for e company for long..
pls kindly tink of wat e person do for you in e past..

of coz there must b factors like mayb "under paid" or politics thus e person leaving e company..
all sorts of reasons~

though they shd predict tis outcome when they quit to join e same industry..
but all i wanna say is, y now after so long?

:(

2008-07-21T14:32:00.005+08:00

some overdue pics from genting trip on 4th July - 6th July.. reali enjoy myself throughout e whole journey..

* ex colleague, kathy *

* camera shy de mi~ LOL!! *

* Kathy with heart shape nugget without flash~ *

* Kathy with nugget with flash *

* kathy with nugget.. close up~ *

* kathy n mi.. with my eyes closed.. lol.. arent ready yet lo.. *

* kathy n mi.. take 2.. c e difference? slim de n fat de.. tmd~ *

* cutest sales person in my dept givin mi ghostly look~ *

* dean and his fren ken ji.. *

* my cutest sales person being a gd guy passing sauces ard~ LOL!! *

we had a great time gambling.. lol.. even kathy who doesnt noe how to gamble at first was like cooping in casino for whole day to play big small.. and won 20o plus.. lol..

i realise.. john is a hiong ka.. e bets he place is like v v kong pu.. c him gamble will pressure de.. he can place bet 1k RM and face wont change de lo.. haha.. in e end, he lost, of coz.. lol.. however, being a good guy, e meals i had there are all paid by him.. haha..

dean was e onli one who lost e least.. he was like standing behind us all e time to c.. and being a nice hubby, he bought choco and clothes from mango back for jessica.. isnt it sweet? he lost like 100RM nia..

as for mi.. first day was v gd.. i brought like SGD600 up.. 300 mine and 300 sponsor by "him".. first day onli changed like SGD 200.. tinking dun change too much mayb can win.. lol.. at first won de lo.. den lost back til i buay tahan and go change all money and of coz, i lost all la.. feeling pissed, 2nd day i went to withdraw money.. duno is my card problem or wat.. my debit card couldnt draw any coz i nvr go activate before i left singapore.. its a new card la..tmd~ then i got no choice but to use diners card.. wasted 15 bucks coz withdrawal of money need to pay surcharge to diners.. 5 bucks for surcharge to withdraw oversea.. so draw like 600RM.. press wrong.. wanted to withdraw 1k RM to fight again de.. so that surcharge will not waste la.. haha.. anyway, lost and left like 100RM and i went to play the russian roulette.. heng heng won 400RM and went to play jackpot.. i tink i darn heng.. tio 2nd jackpot twice n 3rd jackpot once.. total winning of 2k RM.. den waited for kathy to come over find mi with my passport and i realise alot of ppl standing behind mi.. haha.. so feelin abit scare, i kept pressing and pressing till left less den 1k plus inside the card and kathy arrive.. claim out 1.2k from both jackpot and roulette.. wasted.. shd have cash out when i have 2k inside.. but greedy mi tot that mayb can tio the 1st jackpot and minimize my loss ma.. so counted total lose around 400SGD in e end.. :( john commented that i look like xuan xuan when i m gambling.. jitao machiam possessed.. LOL!!

* kathy otw back *

* me otw back sleeping.. haha.. *

dean say wanna go again after national day.. jessica is taggin along.. john is also goin.. hmmm.. i guess i need to save up to go again ya? lol.. alright.. back to blog later on the celebration i had with irene on sunday for her belated birthday party.. :)

random post..

2008-07-21T10:59:00.004+08:00

was reading thus my email when i saw this chart..

hmmm.. duno how true is it.. LOL.. well, this is just a random post and from my experience, its so true that when aquarius ( female ) meets scorpio ( male ), there r lots of ups and downs.. how abt u? :)

sry~

2008-07-14T16:35:00.002+08:00

weekends sucks to max!!

especially when:
* you r feeling irritated over a co-worker and she decide to stab u left right center!
* gastric starts to acts up when we are having dinner outside~
* i have just change bedsheet and kids choose to jump up n down on it.. TMD!
* derrick msg mi to tel mi he wil not b comin in office monday! ( though he came in half day la.. )

sidetrack abit..

BB is back in town and its not a right time lo.. tmd.. lotsa things happen at work at i just couldnt keep myself happy.. its tmd irritating when ppl stab you @ e back when u arent selfish while teaching.. well, mayb shd just try wat john n dean say.. ppl er mei pai shou xing di zi.. i wanna enroll myself to shao lin si already.. LOL!! e best part is, i threw letter give derrick on fri.. guess wat he do to my letter? he throw on floor.. isnt it lame~ ya.. i admit.. i too pissed to tink straight when i was typing out e letter.. but, throwin dat letter on e floor.. nonsense la..!! LOL!! alright.. i wanna thank john n dean for being there to make mi laugh darn loud when i was super bored! i wanna thank them for slacking with mi after work!well, i tink i noe u guys are under "orders" de lo.. dun tink i duno ok.. haha.. if not, i dun understand y derrick manage to track us out and join us lo.. u dun tel mi GPRS ok.. its darn lame la.. GPRS!! LOL!! anyway, no matter how lame u guys are, i stil heart u ALL!! haha~ * ya! i m crazy le.. * lastly, i wanna thank derrick for his continuous SMS on e weekends.. * i tink at least u wasted 50 sms ya? * LOL!!

random!!

2008-06-24T14:10:00.008+08:00

went to raffles marina on monday.. didnt like dat place at first as all ppl there machiam v v class and i feel so damn out of place.. but after boss brought mi over to the walkway, which leads us nearer to the sea, i felt v v peace.. with wind blowing on my face and it was dim.. nvr felt so peace for so long already!! * didnt manage to take many pics there as its too dim there~ wasted!*

* while walking took tis.. halfway to e end of the path! *

* the second link! *

* second link 2 .. i love this better~ *

i seriously nvr felt so peace for v long.. we just sat there looking at the scenery, chatting and at times"blanking" FYI, blanking means clearing thoughts and keeping quiet.... asked alot of questions and had tons of advices.. didnt imagine someone will talk to mi in this manner and i reali appreciate dat!!

overdue pics.. went lunch with lewis, leonard, shir and jac @ IMM.. here's e pics of the food i had..

* 1 of e nicer drinks i ever had.. *

* my bake rice.. doesnt taste v gd.. but they say is dat day standard drop nia~ *

* lewis's mee ! *

didnt have a chance to take pics of other ppl de food.. coz not enuff time to rush back office.. over exceed timing la.. haha..

over these few days, i m having lotsa weird n funny thoughts.. part of me hope dat such thoughts can just vanish and disappear.. part of me reali anticipate things to happen dat way.. i guess, i m just too contradicting!! hmmm!!

anyway, wil b back to update soon on lotsa overdue pics.. rushin reports now! brb~

wee

2008-06-10T11:30:00.004+08:00

fall in love with this song the other day when i hear it from you.. lotsa memories came back haunting mi.. i though i have got over it and everythin was over.. however, i was wrong!

生日礼物

为了十月六号那一天

我走遍了几条热闹的街

只为了寻找一份礼物

你喜欢的生日礼物

就在你生日的那一天

我把礼物送到你家门前

你说不必了不是说好了已分手了嘛

你曾说过分手后还可以做朋友

我送你礼物你却不接受

还叫我忘了你从此不要再联络

让彼此都快乐

你曾说过分手后还可以做朋友

我送你礼物你却不接受

还说我会找到一个比你更好的女人

为了十月六号那一天

我走遍了几条热闹的街

只为了寻找一份礼物

你喜欢的生日礼物

就在你生日的那一天

我把礼物送到你家门前

你说不必了不是说好了已分手了嘛

你曾说过分手后还可以做朋友

我送你礼物你却不接受

还叫我忘了你从此不要再联络

让彼此都快乐

你曾说过分手后还可以做朋友

我送你礼物你却不接受

还说我会找到一个比你更好的女人

此刻再也忍不住

眼泪不停地滑落

颤抖的双手捧着礼物往回走

你曾说过分手后还可以做朋友

我送你礼物你却不接受

还叫我忘了你从此不要再联络

让彼此都快乐

你曾说过分手后还可以做朋友

我送你礼物你却不接受

还说我会找到一个比你更好的女人

把礼物留着给她更适合

its heartbreaking to c n know what is goin on.. u changed.. ur focus arent on mi anymore.. i noe its not right.. i noe i arent in any position to comment much.. all i could do that night was keep quiet n look on.. decided to sing a song.. has got temptation to look u in e eye and make u feel what i m feeling.. but i guess it has gone to waste..

你说会永远想念我

我知道爱情已经死掉

你把自由还给了我

我却无力可逃

分分秒秒都想起你对我的好

我想要一帖相思的解药

被回忆关起来教人受不了

你宣判我的无期徒刑孤单是我的背号

我在漆黑的夜幢里看着心被爱焚烧

你给我一个爱的监牢

用思念作一副手铐

我号啕大哭我颓废的笑外面有没有人听得到

我知道爱是一个监牢可是我不能不往里面跳

吹寂寞的风守时间的孤岛

心睡在冰雪里而明天只是个问号

while i was singing this song, you happen to walk in and we gt in eye contact.. you just stand in front of me listening.. after which, you walked back and sit down.. ur fren from other table came over.. claiming the song was well sung.. you clap along saying " ya.. nice nice..".. i m sure you noe dat song was only meant for ur ears.. i m sure u know..

i noe its stupid of mi.. i just couldnt stop myself.. when u told mi dat sentence, i think e old "me" died instantly.. when u raised ur voice at me, i just couldnt help it but to scream at you.. never once u shouted at me before..even if u are darn angry! however, dat night, everythin just happened too fast and i instantly regretted goin down..

i dont know what is goin on in ur mind and wat has caused e change in you.. i dont expect anythin in return.. even previously, i didnt even wan any status just to be with u.. in e end, i tink all i got was disappointment.. i just tink i m so naive previously.. since e old "me" has died, just wait to c the new changes ba.. i b waiting to c you hurt again.. i b waiting for dat time to come!!

random post!

2008-06-04T11:55:00.004+08:00

alright!! its so freaking great! i FAILED my tp ytd~
freaking high bcoz:
1. i paid nearly 1.4k for everythin ( lesson n TP )

2. circuit was fine until the last sector.. which was paralle parking.. which i bang the pole 4 times and 5th time e pole drop.. total of (4x4) + 10 = deduction of 26 points ya? * didnt noe can go back to same spot to do again if ownself think cannot park! in my lesson, i onli like hit pole 4 times throughout from start til now! * i jitao freak out when i c he minus so many points.. didnt noe wil kena deduct point if i hit the pole though the pole nvr drop!!

3. the next TP date is 11/9/07 which is like 3 mths later!

4. got to spend another sum of money for lesson again til the next TP which i duno how many lesson i need to take again!

5. my darn instructor, who is my uncle, told mi, u sure "fei lou" one la.. * way before i took my test ya? its darn demoralising!! *

6. was so irritated as my actual TP date was on March.. but my BEST instructor changed his mind and doesnt let mi go for it and reschedule my date ya?

above 6 reason enuff to make mi high?? LOL!! SIAN HALF LO! KAO!!

anyway, read this mail from my cousin.. was sent to mi ages ago but i only open the mail today coz was clearing mail..

its a mail on ah beng and after reading, i though of a fren whom irene asked along to go k ytd!

Ah Beng bought a new mobile.
He sent a message to everyone from his Phone Book & said,
'My Mobile No. Has changed.Earlier it was Nokia 3310. Now it is 6610!
=======================================
Ah Beng : I am Proud, coz my son is in Medical College .
Friend: Really, what is he studying?
Ah Beng: No, he is not studying, they are Studying him.
=======================================
Ah Beng : Doctor, in my dreams, I play football every night.
DR: Take this tablet, you will be ok.
Ah Beng : Can I take tomorrow, tonight is final game.
=======================================
Ah Beng : If I die, will u remarry?
Wife: No! I'll stay with my sister. But if I die will u remarry?
Ah Beng : No, I'll also stay with your sister.
=======================================
Ah Beng : People consider me as a 'GOD'
Wife: How do you know??
Ah Beng : When I went to the Park today, everybody said,Oh GOD! U have come again.
=======================================
Ah Beng complained to the police: 'Sir, all items are missing,except the TV in my house.'

Police: 'How the thief did not take TV?'
Ah Beng : 'I was watching TV news...'
=======================================
Ah Beng comes back to his car & find a note saying 'Parking Fine'
He Writes a note and sticks it to a pole 'Thanks for compliment.'
=======================================
How do you recognize Ah Beng in School?
He is the one who erases the notes from the book when the teacher erases the board.
=======================================
Once Ah Beng was walking he had a glove on one hand and not on other.
So the man asked him why he did so.
He replied that the weather forecast announced that on one hand it would be cold and on the other hand it would be hot.
=======================================
Ah Beng in a bar and his cellular phone rings.
He picks it up and Says 'Hello, how did you know I was here?'
=======================================
Ah Beng : Why are all these people running?
Man - This is a race, the winner will get the cup
Ah Beng - If only the winner will get the cup, why others running?=======================================
Teacher: 'I killed a person' convert this sentence into future tense
Ah Beng : The future tense is 'u will go to jail'
=======================================
Ah Beng told his servant: 'Go and water the plants!'
Servant: 'It's already raining.'
Ah Beng : 'So what? Take an umbrella and go.'
=======================================

freaking lame right? it happens last night also when tis funny kid( shall call him kid coz he behave like one! ), start to debate with us on his gf going to club.. btw, shall call him A ask his name is Alvinson * funny ar? LOL!! *

A: i tink girls go club all v desperate..
US: wat talking u le.. club means desperate?
A: ya la.. desperate.. know go club sure kena touch by guys.. wat for go? like dat not counted desperate counted as wat?
US: pls la.. many wil prevent de lo.. u one bamboo hit all boats sink le..
A: my gf like dat one la.. ask her dun go club dun listen..
US: den u go club without her?
A: ya la.. we got this pact wat.. i go where she wont ask or follow.. she go where i also wont ask of follow la..
US: pls le.. if this e case den whats tis debate abt? since u both got pact!
A: jus not happy lo!
US: * speechless*

isnt it lame? u dun like ppl do things to u, den u shd not do e same lo.. alamak! simple right?
anyway, side track abit.. in conclusion, shall nvr go out with irene if she get this guy to tag along! a v nonsensical person and full of craps with lame ideas of gangs ya? full of himself and love to brag on which gang he is in and who he hack! LOL!!! omg~

alright.. i noe i m getting bored.. just a random post ya? LOL!!! b back to blog abt MS's wedding last night ya? :)

happy bdae!

2008-06-02T10:22:00.002+08:00

a very BIG happy bdae to my dear precious darling sista!!

grow old liao ok? b gd huh.. anyway, u requested for ur bdae gift i will consider first ok?
u r smart! u nvr ask mi buy credits for u to play audition!! u heng! u ask mi buy i also confirm wont buy de lo!! haha.. its a waste ok? and i dun tink i wan u to play com so long after u fail ur science! sidetrack abit, if u fail again, i b cancelling the internet subscription and i make sure u cry!

NOTE TO MY PRECIOUS!
alright.. though u nvr go out often la.. but, u getting more n more naughty liao huh.. u r e youngest in the family thus everyone gave in to u.. just imagine! a hp when u request for it, you get it straight!! and when u wanna buy things, when did i reject ur request? * other den those lame lame things like maple / audition cash card la! its a waste of my money n audition mayb jus like maple.. being forgotten once u play new game! and i found out u spend like $100 on maple cash card ya? * dun tink ur sister gong gong ok? i just dun wan spot u hor~ LOL!! c.. i v gd right? nvr cut ur allowance!! haha..

watever u wan i try my best to give u.. just hope dat u can guai guai ting hua and not let daddy mummy worry bout u.. but ok la.. so far so gd.. no complaints xcept u game too long n every night v late slp.. i tel u hor.. its better den loitoring outside and get into trouble right? u super heng to have mi as ur government.. where got government give in to ur request so frequently? where got government c ur face de? ur face black black everythin approve! tmd.. duno u government or i government!

haha.. anyway, jus wanna wish u a happy bdae ok? and c ya tonight! though u dun wanna go out, but i stil wil drag u out!! wahahahahaha!!!

sleeping position

2008-05-30T13:33:00.002+08:00

lol!! i tink its freaking true!!!

How do you sleep?

Foetus: Tough outside, shy inside.
Log: Easy going & like for being in the crowds.
Yearner: Open nature but can be very suspicious.
Soldier: Quiet & reserved. High standards.
Freefaller: Don't like criticism, nervy
Starfish: Don't like to be centre of attention, like to help & ready to listen.

the position i sleep in are foetus and freefaller.. thus, i tink it reali reflect on what i m lo.. haha.. just like wat my closest frenz say.. i m tough outside but inside actually not like wat i seems to be! and i dun like criticism.. therefore, TRUE LA!! lol.. try it and c whether true anot lo~ hahaha!!

genting trip

2008-05-29T11:35:00.003+08:00

took leave on 23rd may to go genting.. jitao buay tahan lo.. was so irritated all the way from start of journey till i return singapore.. in my point of view, its so so not worth it at all.. kao!

incident 1
as i paid for the tickets first for the auntie's from bb's mama side, they are suppose to pay mi back the tickets.. 5th auntie is so damn irritating when she gave us RM for the ticket.. pls la.. u tink i nvr change money go ma? give extra RM on hand means spend more right? somemre, she stil can tel mi this.. " my exchange rate is RM232 to SGD100.. so i give u RM232 lo.. the RM1 note very dirty.. i dont like.. and my home too many RM money.. " guess wat? she gave me 32 RM1 notes!! LOL!! isnt it so GREAT? tmd.. whats more, the tickets is ard SGD117.. she gimmi $100 nia.. its like i wont mind paying the balance for her.. but at least.. give me sing dollar for dat 100 can? though in e end i spent more than how much i bring over to genting, but its like so darn irritating can? i rather estimate myself den u tellin mi after e trip dat even if u gimmi SGD, i wil stil change e money.. let mi tel u this la.. even if i overspend and has e need to change the money u give mi, its my own fucking business n none of yours.. and also.. dont come complain to me abt the long long bus ride.. u shd KNOW it when u agree to go.. dun come fuck ard with mi givin mi nonsense ok? CB!

incident 2
bb's mama is bein so ... with gd intention scare u no money spend right? on second day went oveer to her room ask her money enuff anot.. guess wat she say? " 我没有像你这么厉害输完咯！" alright.. i admit la.. i lost while gambling.. but.. pls la.. 好心被雷劈~ even 3rd auntie de hubby buay tahan and come to my resue by saying i meant well to ask.. he even noe wats my meaning of asking.. so wats there to say? sianz~

incident 3
kind of abit lame la.. though its not dat important and many ppl may feel dat dun b so "pan dang".. but.. i learnt somethin.. nvr ever lend ppl money when you r winning and the other party is losing.. haha..

incident 4
was so pissed when bb's mum and 5th auntie was dragging time.. da bo mu told them to come back hotel room at 12 coz need to check out.. and i called bb's mum again n again to tel her time's up and got to check out.. den waited at the room next door for her to come back n check out together.. somemore we ( dabomu, wei xian n mi )were inside the room chatting loud loud lo.. even after u both collect ur stuff le we also duno.. call u also dun wan pick up.. jitao pissed when i got to call again n again n again.. whats more, my phone bout to flat liao right? haiz.. anyway, i noe its not ur fault la.. but.. its jus so ..........

incident 5
5th auntie! its out of good will dat mi n bb's mum agree to help u buy things when u go makan when we reach the place to buy snack ok? u ownself say any brand also can one hor.. but guess wat? i tink u r too "yin zim" already.. after we help u select liao, u just came in n give us "jiao bin" sayin this is not e one u wan.. 好心被雷劈! i jitao give bb's mum dat sort of face whereby i give up.. sorry to say this.. u just simply CMI ok? heng bb's mum whisper to mi tel mi forget it.. though u noe my ah ma also.. but pls la.. i wont give a fuck ok? i dun even give a fuck to my ah ma when she is bein ridiculous.. so, u dun tink i will give a hoot abt u.. !!

incident 6
nvr ever will i go for rides in genting anymore.. unless its not holiday.. mi n wei xian went to outdoor park for rides.. but guess wat, the first ride we queue for more den 30 mins.. and 2nd ride queued for more den 1hr.. and we decide dat enuff is enuff and left the amusement park.. guess wat, once we reach hotel room, it began to rain v v v heavily.. '______'!!

i tink e whole genting trip this time round is so totally not worth goin.. spent like SGD233 on the tickets for coach, 1k plus on gambling and expenses.. stil must go there c ppl de face! i tink, i wont go with 5th auntie anymore!! :( wasted~

* there arent any pics for this whole journey.. wei xian trying to b funny bring camera there and keep inside my bag without using!! LOL!! buay tahan!! lets go again when boy is back!!!! alright? this time round, without dat auntie ya?*

mingsheng

2008-05-06T14:46:00.003+08:00

today is so slack.. without anythin to do.. have completed my energy @ game.. got to wait for next reset.. so decide to burn time here bloggin..

received a gd news from a fren 1 mth ago.. he told mi he gona get married liao.. i tot he was kidding nia.. coz he always got tis idea of "bei hei guo" ... he is a nice chap except dat he too hong le.. once, he told mi dat one of his ex gf abort away his baby.. i asked him to check properly.. and i tink he 爱心泛滥.. ppl say wat he believe.. jitao cannot tahan him.. tis thing happen to him at least 3 times.. i always ask him tis.. " she preg u confirm is ur one anot? u dun knn b so chum gong can? she say u believe.. like dat every of ur ex gf say she preg with ur bb u wanna bear responsible? dun b so chum can anot?"

its not dat i m so heartless ok? but those girls has got damn bad record ok? though my fren's record also not v gd la.. lol!!i just dont wan a fren to bear everythin and mayb 10 yrs down the road when the baby grows up, and he discover dat the bb is not his lo..

he is abit slow in understanding facts and mayb after things happen for 6 mths already den he start to understand what is goin on..he is such a bloke! however, tis time round, i tink he is certain that this bb is his alright.. i m happy for him la.. coz he finally settled down.. :)

PS: Mingsheng, i will attend ur wedding provided the red bomb reach mi ok? though u verbally told mi its in june and the "bomb" is still in process of printing la.. btw, pls do not misunderstand dat i broke off with u bcoz i dont believe dat u can afford to having wedding dinner.. dats not the reason we broke off.. though after 4 yrs, u stil cannot understand what i told u when we part, i would like to say it the last time..

1. i cannot tolerate someone who only tinks and care bout his 'brothers'..
2. i cannot tolerate someone who actually fights and get into trouble just for the sake of 'face'..
3. i cannot accept someone whom doesnt respect elders and love young kids..

well, its good dat u have changed.. i m happy for u n ur wife-to-be alright? just treat her well ya?dont b like last time liao ok? u wil make everyone worry bout u n ur future.. lastly, congrats on ur ROM ytd :)

random post

2008-05-05T14:05:00.003+08:00

KNN!!! was freaking paiseh ytd when i went to buy a jacket for my mama.. my diners card was rejected.. and when i call their office this morning, they told me though i have made payment on 1st May, they will only get the money today after 8pm! isnt it lame? was so freaking malu lo.. so irritated..

anyway, i m now addicted to this 2 games.. officedebo ... its a v lame game in fact.. but due to the fact i have got to "burn" time during office hour, i have got no choice.. LOL!! another game is monster game .. its more abt "war" between werewolves and vampire.. lame also.. but at least tis game need calculation and more brains.. LOL..

dats all folks.. its just a random post ya? :)

test

2008-04-30T11:55:00.004+08:00

was blog hoppin and i came to wei xian's blog.. saw a test.. and did e test.. was reali stun with the results..

您的精神年齡36歲
與您實際年齡差14歲

幼稚度44％
成熟度79％
老化度33％

wanna try the test? go to http://myidk.com/age.php

kind of sad ya? 36 years old! dats a freaking 14 yr old difference from the age i m in now..
well, i guess its high time for mi to stay saving to prepare for botox ya? LOL!! nah.. i guess its time for mi to start saving for a holiday!! i m in need of a getaway!!

happening on 15.04.2008

2008-04-16T14:09:00.003+08:00

LOL.. was feeling shiok ytd as i jitao make leonard damn sian!! he though herbal tea can disperse the "怨气" in mi? dream on.. LOL..

at night at 9 plus i receive msg from him..

L: did u send e pasir ris sec quote bo?
Me: what do u tink? inside quote wat items? dont remember..
L: Wat u mean.. Quote liao bo? Now checkin email nvr c it.. rental of video cable with camera n sell wireless video..
Me: dat one you say before 4pm wat.. u ask mi do i sure do de wat.. if not later kena shoot again.. all e while tis customer is send via fax one.. use fax how to cc u? u teach mi lo..
L: ok.. thanks.. got drink herbal tea bo?
Me: passed to john already.. i dont have e honour to drink it la.. same ending like my herbal tea.. not appreciated though spend 3 plus hours on it..
L: dun like that la.. really forget ma..
Me: ok la.. at least other ppl appreciate.. so doesnt realli matter if u remember anot also..
L: Sorry la.. lately my body quite weak.. just go c doc.. fever again.. mc 2moro..
Me: oh.. is it? i dun tink so le.. u dun sound sick when u raised ur voice at mi.. anyway,i will inform boss n HR on it.. anythin i will keep u inform via EMAIL..
L: I am still coming to work..
Me: Inform liao.. u come work gd la.. at least email wont b CC to bosses again!

i tink he jitao speechless thus no reply again.. well, i must say ppl same horoscope wil do e same thing.. its either he give up hope on explaining or he admit defeat.. LOL.. i do the same when i m speechless or admit feat.. wahaha..

regarding the herbal tea part when i spent 3 hours brewing, its bloody bcoz my mouth itchy.. his grandmama de funeral nvr go attend when e whole dept de ppl turn up.. so i wanna b a gd soul, i sms him to confort him.. lol.. in the end, i actually promised him that i'l brew herbal tea for him!! and also promise not to bully him for 1 mth just for his grandma..

in the end, i tink e BIG BULLY in him is making him bully mi though i treated him nicely and with GREAT patience.. TMD! shouldnt have promise him nosensical things! KAO! throw face man!! anyway, wil not promise anyone on anythin nxt time! * resolution for 2009? LMAO!*

15.04.08

2008-04-15T09:39:00.003+08:00

i m feelin so shuang now that i tink i wont b pissed by anyone today..
i have taken revenge for those who dislike those 2 freaks in company..

i was late for work tis morning.. den leonard called and question mi bout the quote he gave me last friday..

L: oie.. the quote for chai chee you send to customer already anot?
Me: not so sure le.. later check once i reach office ok?
L: you better make sure its done lo..
ME: "KUP" his phone..

then when i was walking in the long long path in and i receive his SMS in BOLD..
L: IF WE DONT RECEIVE THE QUOTATION FROM YOU TODAY BY 11AM, WE WILL LODGE A FORMAL COMPLAIN.. this is wat my customer send from chai chee sec.
Me: "to prevent any quarrels" alright alright..
L: what alright.. i just check email.. u did not sent at all.. pls la..
Me: i not free do the quote on friday.. but i ask jac help mi do liao and i tink i send by fax liao lo..later i go office dbl confirm..

den he jitao no reply.. once i reach office, i jitao resend the quote again after editing the date.. didnt realise that the mail was jam in my outbox.. but.. i went over to the fax machine and wanted to fax the quote to the teacher to ensure he receive via fax and mail.. after faxing, i check the in tray of the fax and c if there is any for mi.. den i spotted the quote which i just send and it was dated last week.. it means, THE TEACHER RECEIVED THE QUOTE AND THEY WANT TO BUY THE THINGS WE QUOTE THUS SIGNING BACK..

then when i wanted to proceed with the deal, i discover leonard email mi and put my bosses in the CC list to "notify" me on the quote again!

Leonard:

Importance: High

Hi Judy,

I jus got a complain from Chai Chee Sec Mr Chai , he have been waiting for the quote . I have pass u last week to do, can u pls make sure that it is done. Mr Chai is damn piss off , he going to file a formal complain if he dun get it by 11 am…

Thanks and Best Regards
Leonard

i was jitao pissed lo..

i started sms him first..

Me: i received ur customer PO already..
L: is it the same quote i m talking abt?
Me: Ya.. so, pls kindly check with ur customer before u start raising ur voice at mi..
L: den i ask u u say u duno?
Me: eh.. if i ask u wat u eat on friday u remember anot?

TMD.. he jitao no reply lo.. den i decide to reply his email..

Hi Leonard,

I have checked my records.
I have faxed the customer the quote before I go home on Friday.
And I have received the customer’s PO at 8.43am via fax.
For your information, I have fax and email the quote to him again this morning again!

Regards,
Judy Teo

den i receive a call from boss to check with something.. i jitao tel him this email.. he advice me to give a mre detailed reply to cover my ass.. LOL.. so i sent a second mail again..

Hi Leonard,

To be more detailed, the quote which I re-send your customer this morning I actually re-dated the quotation before sending out.
However, the quotation that the teacher chop and fax back was dated last Friday which was the one I faxed over before I go home last Friday.
Based on my hard copy filing on the quotations I have done for you, it was faxed on Friday and it’s my common practice to fax and chop the date on the quote itself to keep a record of it.
This morning when you called me, I was still on my way to work thus I couldn’t answer you when you question me about the quote and you said you have not receive the quote via email.
FYI, you have not indicate on the rough quote whether to send it by email or fax and you did not give me any email add to send to thus I sent it via fax.
Should you have any doubts, do feel free to come to me and I will show you the hard copies of everything.

Regards,
Judy Teo

LMAO!! seriously i m stil feeling damn shiok bout it til now.. wahaha.. gona work now le.. brb to blog bout my DELIVERY MAN later!! wahaha!!!

new blog skin!

2008-04-14T09:13:00.001+08:00

LOL!! a big big thank you to my dearest cousin who helped mi change my blog skin!

i heart my current blog skin and will blog more often!! LOL..

* pray hard that it will b a new motivation for mi alright.:) *

wahaha.. back to blog later alright? !!

blogskin!

2008-04-09T10:51:00.004+08:00

i m having the urge to change my blogskin as the current skin hasnt got any pics..

the orginal pics was taken off from photobucket and my blog is freaking dull now with no pics..

anyone has got any suggestion on which blogskin to use?

any recommandation on which web i shd get the skin from?

work

2008-04-04T16:01:00.002+08:00

work is not that enjoyable to me now.. used to look forward to coming work last time.. but now, i do have the urge to throw letter and run far far away.. i know that its a passing stage and i need to go thru this no matter wat.. however, it seems like things are going beyond my control already.. my colleagues are stil ok.. but when problem comes along, everyone begin to change their surname to "lai".. everythin push here and there.. there are so many kinds of ppl in my company.. someone told mi to be tactful in the way i put my words.. but this is not mi.. i arent that type dat will go all e way round just to tel u somethin that dont sound nice..

boss tell mi i m gona suffer from depression sooner or later if i keep thinkin too much.. dat sound kind of right.. mary asked if i bear to leave them? LOL.. i almost laugh out.. after considering for a week, if they dont treasure wat they have, y shd i even bother? y shd i even bother to ask if everythin is ok? y shd i even bother to make sure everythin is ok?

i arent a nanny who is suppose to run after everyone and chase for the things that are due..

i arent a maid that is suppose to do reports and no one even bothers to read.. if u ppl arent reading, then y shd u request for the report? you ppl are just wasting my time and i can use the time that i spent on the report to do my other work and wont have to stay til so late just to complete those things that i can finish by 5pm and go home on the dot..

i arent "ms know-all".. y did you ppl presume i know everythin and ask mi? just becoz u r afraid to get lecture thus asking me all those questions? it arent part of my job alright? and even if i ans u once ans u twice, did it get into ur bloody mind? you freaking just forget abt it and asked the 2nd time.. u fucking get irritated when ppl asked you questions.. then y shd u even ask mi when u noe i would flare up?

lastly, i dont c any point with u earning like over 2k per mth and me onli earning like 1.5k per month.. its a fucking 500 bucks difference.. u can jolly well nua if u wanna stay so.. i wont even care.. just please dont irritated me.. i dont take ur salary.. i dont take ur commission.. pls... just stay away from mi.. thanks alot!

holiday

2008-04-04T15:58:00.003+08:00

i tink i serious need a small getaway..

was tinking of going either bangkok or taiwan..

but didnt noe where to go to look for great deals..

i tink i seriously need some retail therapy and get away from work..

anyone wanna go on trip?

anyone with gd recommandations?

pls kindly email me at judy_teo23@hotmail.com

Thanks alot!!

ENLISTMENT

2008-03-19T12:19:00.005+08:00

LOL.. my best bro has officially MOVE in tekong camp last friday!! BOO!!
we had a nice gathering on wed but e weather was not v nice ya.. was raining damn big.. actually meeting them 7pm for dinner.. in the end, i reach @ 8 coz my lovely SM was dragging and wasting time.. !!

anyway, was so paiseh coz seng reach there like 6pm and waited for mi n ronald to reach la.. and ronald reach @ ard 6.45pm in soaking wet clothes coz he was caught in the rain.. haha.. and he was like freezing while waiting.. LOL..

* our feast for that night.. ! *

* nicer and close up pic for the dishes.. ! *

* my dear idiot!! *

* my innocent bro!! *

* idiot was too hungry to care..!! *

* ronald's shy?!! he is too busy GRABBING food!! *

dinner was cheap as its liek 15 bucks per person nia.. everyone is on tight budget for this month..well, after the dinner, we went to chit chat on our past memories that we share.. was so suprised that they still remember those small and tiny memories that was so freaking sweet!! LOL.. and we ended the night at 10pm due to nxt day's work.. :( but was determine to meet up e nxt day to continue.. :)

after knocking off the next day, proceed to seng's place.. got kyle to send mi over as it was freaking like 999kgs of rain pouring from the sky!! lao tian bu zuo mei la.. LOL.. and ended e night at 10pm and mi n ronald head home..

* 2 best of best!! notice seng's head!! *

* our main charactor for the day!! *

* smiley him!! *

when we were bout to leave, he started to feel abit emo n blank bout the nxt day enlistment thing.. i wanted to acc him to camp as i heard that his mum will b going alone.. had a small chat with his mum and she said that her sisters will be accompanying her thus i didnt go ahead with the planning of mine.. reached home and seng msg.. we msged till 12mn and i rushed him to bed in case he couldnt wake up the nxt morning..

morning msg him again at 8am.. he was at tekong already.. he seems emo but stil tried to send mi those smiley face in those msg which disturbs mi alot! anyway, shall meet up again when he book out this coming friday!

PS: Seng, take it like a man n i noe u can do it alright?!!

my bdae~

2008-02-29T14:26:00.005+08:00

late update on my bdae.. LOL.. anyway, celebrated my bdae at lunar on 1st Feb.. was so excited to go there coz i wanted to go lunar hear kelvin sing song v v v long le.. but no ppl wan entertain mi go la.. so when wanna go celebrate my bdae, without tinking and with adrian's recommandation, we headed to lunar.. LOL..

reach there ard 11.. boss and all are already there.. so started the night drinking lo.. ronald n seng join mi over there knowing that i was there also.. irene also join us la.. LOL.. ah gu was nearby and was so bored that he come join us la.. irritating ronald c ah gu open one flaming lambo, he go scold him say dat one not my 死穴.. and he went to order graveyard.. !!!! was so paiseh coz i noe him n seng earning not much.. somemre seng gona enlist soon la.. they open one bottle of martel and spending 25 bucks on per glass of graveyard.. which sucks to max!! dats my 死穴!! after drinking dat, i was crazy all the way.. mayb for like 1 hr before i suddenly squat down one side and cannot move le.. LOL.. and all the nice happening turn down-hill la.. sian!!

first time in my life i heard of ppl sitting on wheelchair due to being too drunk to walk.. nb.. heng dat night i was totally gone liao.. if not, i tink i wil go bang wall due to embarrassment lo.. kao!! anyway, here's the pics for my bdae night.. its onli those which i sit wheel chair de.. LOL..!!

* irene n mi.. *

* mi.. *

* classic pic taken by leonard.. the one n onli dat can c head.. *

* duno which idiot still offering mi drinks when i m in tis condition!! LOL *

* seng n mi.. *

* idiot n mi.. *

anyway, appreciate seng for coming as he dont go club at all de lo.. :) thanks for coming.. though 3 of us seldom meet out due to our schedule, but note that our bondis stil as strong.. thanks for telling mi this alright? we shall meet up often also ok? ronald in reading.. should you read this, we shall spare time for seng before he enlist ok? government is already so cruel to mi by letting u ORD and SJ still in camp.. and now, SJ ORD and seng is going in camp..!! irritated ya? MEET UP AGAIN SOON!!! though we last saw each other like last day of CNY? LOL...

leonard's bdae..

2008-02-29T14:00:00.006+08:00

celebrated leonard's bdae on 15feb after work in office.. actually wanted to get adrian to help get cake.. but he doesnt wan to help.. lol.. tis prove leonard's popularity in office eh.. LOL.. anyway, manage to get TWL to help get cake ya.. :) tis gong gong de SM went to a bakery near his place to get tis cake without getting receipt from the shop attendant.. LOL.. though its onli $42, but heng heng i manage to claim from Mary..

here's the overdue pic though..

* mango cake!! *

* the happy bdae uncle.. *

* "cant c eye" signature smile.. LOL *

* bdae uncle with his colleagues.. *

* uncle with cake.. *

* big group.. *

* blow cake.. *

* cut cake.. *

* cut cake 2 *

* cut cake 3 *

Leonard is too tall thus i couldnt take a nice pic of him cutting the cake on the table.. its hard for mi to aim nicely.. coz mayb i too short eh? LOL.. anyway, the day ended with mi going home and get ready for prawning and leonard n gang going to nana for celebration.. :) anyway, tot he would be drunk la.. but he say he was not drunk dat night.. stil can manage home!! SAD!! LOL..

tired... again~

2008-02-26T15:20:00.002+08:00

i m tired again....

sick of everythin ard..

sick of the ever-changing society..

disgusted by what ppl say..

irritated by what ppl do..

pissed with life..

isnt life getting on our nerves?

cant it be more peaceful?

but then again, if its too peaceful and smooth, it wont be call LIFE coz supposingly, life is full of ups n down..

but again.. if ppl and things tend to change so quickly, how i m suppose to accept it?

i arent someone who is willing to accept and face changes..

i detest the on-goings as well as the hypocritical side of humans!!

when r u born, i dun tink u r born with this horrible side of u isnt it?

y shd human change to b so horrible?

dont fucking tel mi its bcoz of what happened to you previously dats y u changed..

i tel u.. should you tel mi that the cause of change in human is due to the things that has happened, i wil slap u awake.. trust mi in this..

* ps : this is just a post to blast out all my fustration.. i m not pin pointing on anyone thus writing tis *

CNY

2008-02-19T16:16:00.011+08:00

sorry for the lateness in posting up all these pics.. my cable was lost and couldnt load any pics up lo.. thus, there is no updates as i feel so low yeh.. anyway, here's the update for CNY first before other updates.. LOL..

everyone was on top form to take pics on chu yi.. thusall these are taken.. hereby presenting to all my family members....

* mi n my er mei.. take 1 *

* mi n my er mei.. take 2 *

* mi n my er mei... take 3 *

* mi n my xiao mei.. *

* the 3 of us.. !! take 1 ( with little princes couldnt open her eyes big enuff for the pic thus we took another one )*

* take 2 .. however, i tink i look weird in this though.. *

* the 4 sisters @ home.. take 1 *

* 4 sisters @ home.. close up!! i personally tink tis is nice la.. lol~*

* mi n my "da jie" ... take 1*

* mi n da jie take 2 *

* mi *

* er mei *

* xiao mei *

* xiao mei n "dajie" *

* er mei n "dajie" *

* lao da n dajie *

* family photo.. we took this as we realised that after the birth of my xiao mei, we have not taken any photos together yet.. *

* took this as the 1st pic we took many times coz its hard to bend and smile @ e same time..

however, laoda tink its easy.. so we let him try.. LOL!! take 1*

* take 2 taken coz i spoiled 1st one *

anyway, after photo taking session, we headed to my ah zor hse.. lol.. and suddnely, it lead to another round of photo taking session.. tis time round, its e cousins who participate in it together with us.. dajie requested to take pics with the"hunks" and they guai guai obligh.. haha!!

* hunk 1 with dajie *

* hunk 2 with dajie.. *

actually got hunk 3 one.. but he camera shy thus he keep rejecting lo.. so dajie got no fu qi lo.. lol.. hunk 3 wil appear later in the post..

* hunk 1 n mi.. *

* hunk 2 n mi.. *

* mi n hunk 3.. i tink i look so .... with messy hair~ !! lol.. *

* mi n hunk 3 take 2.. i like tis better as he got smile.. later u noe y if u compare pic he take with mi n my sisters.. *

* hunk 3 n er mei.. notice e difference? no smile @ all.. LOL *

* hunks with lao fuo ye.. LOL!! btw, hunk1-3 r brothers.. and i tink, hunk 1 has e best smile!! *

* mi with hunk's dajie.. aka my kai ma.. *

* i like tis e best!! lol.. looks classic!! *

* mi n lao fuo ye.. LOL *

* little princess with lao fuo ye.. *

* 3 jiemei taking 3 lianpai~ *

* princess on line with her fren.. *

* "government n princess @ ah zor hse.. inside joke!! *

* i love tis pic best.. !! lol!! its my screen saver n wall paper for PC n mobile now!! *

* princess with gugu.. *

* gugu with er mei *

tis marks the end of my post for CNY.. will be back to up date on my bdae n Leonard's bdae..!! ciao~

irritated..

2008-01-21T16:24:00.000+08:00

super irritated @ work today!

gastric is not feelin damn well today.. its as though when i breathe, i take in too much air n its so freaking bloated! feeling damn sucky now!

was not happy that i need to wear formal to go for training with the sales ppl.. it freak mi out to wear formal!! i hate it!! nb.. when i ask my boss bout it, she ans mi tis..

Me: So Mary, for the SM, all must attend right?
Mary: Yes. Since they say they wanna do it in the meeting, they got to attend..
Me: How abt the SCO you mentioned in ur mail?
Mary: Send either you or Jac will do.
Me: But hor.. both of us dun wanna go..
Mary: REason?
Me: Coz muz wear formal.. dun like lo..
Mary: But someone in the office must noe the stuffs if there is no SM ard.
Me: Ya.
Mary: And Jac will be goin on her maternity leave for like 2 mths..
Me: Ya..
Mary: So you go lo.. Just wear pants n shirt wil do.
Me: Huh...
Mary: You go for wedding dinner right? you wear formal on those occassions right?
Me: I try to siam all..
Mary: * speechless*
Me: ok la.. i go back my desk liao..

TMD!! its like kena force to go lo.. at least boss stil ok.. i ask him muz go ar.. he say no need.. den i say Mary say must send one SCO le.. den he ask if i wan go not? i say dun wan.. den he say den ask Jac c how lo.. AT LEAST SOMETHING RIGHT? respect his worker's choice..i dun wan go coz no vulgarities.. but for mi, when my SM disturb mi, i damn used to scold them.. LOL.. somemre, its FORMAL wear ok? i HATE HATE HATE it..

anyway, in the end, xx muz go lo.. LL!!! kao!

thus my mood is already damn sucky and when i was talkin to Jac on Adrian's NorthVista, KNN!!! someone interupted in our conversation... was so pissed when i keep saying, its rude, its rude, its rude!! he juz totally ignore.. machiam i m e one interupting his conversation with Jac.. WALAN EH!! nvr c someone like tis lo.. kao! fuming..

anyway, i tink i 少一条神经 recently.. dont provoke mi can?? omg! madness!!

BTW, Diners is not a v gd card.. not many place can use it for payment!! kao! almost throw face ytd.. lame~

depressed..

2008-01-15T13:35:00.001+08:00

YES.. i m feeling demoralised n low now.. YES.. once again, the feelin is back..

was wondering whether have i made e right choice 2 yrs back.. i m beginning to doubt myself.. have i choose correctly and is tis e path of way i wan.. kind of getting hopeless now..

things arent goin smooth at work thus adding on to e sucky feeling.. kind of hard to get things done properly these few days.. its irritating n i can do nothin to make myself feel better..!!!

CAN ANYONE SEND MI A FAIRY GOD MAMA PLS!!

I SERIOUSLY NEED TO FIND HER NOW!!!

TWL bdae~

2008-01-07T10:59:00.000+08:00

was TWL's bdae on friday.. thus holding a small celebration for him with a cake.. lol.. got boss to go down to buy to biao shi abit.. LOL.. actually told boss to go buy on thursday liao.. but until 4 plus on friday, den he walk over to my table tellin mi dat he haven go buy yet lo.. kao! i reminded him in the morning via sms he somemre can tel mi goin buy durian ice cream cake.. anyway, den i quickly call Angie to check if they have any durian ice cream cake on shelf.. heng onli BP got.. 20cm de.. so i reserve it liao and boss went to collect at 5.. was so kan chiong dat he nvr collect so i kept calling him as he went out at 4 plus.. scare he forget to collect ma.. LOL..

anyway, heres the cake.. looks nice.. simple yet special..

* cake *

* cake 2! *

* cake with candle*

lol.. was so freakign funny when i discover that boss onli took 2 candles frm Angie.. lol.. alamak.. he tot his SM stil young meh? den i ask boss where r the remaining candles.. wanted to put as much candles as possible coz Adrian wanna tekan TWL ma.. so in the end, boss say yi si yi si can liao..!

in the end, my SM was like running here n there chatting with ppl.. one moment on phone one moment chatting with new SM.. lol.. in the end, ask him come n cut cake blow candle.. den he jitao funny!! run to mi n blow out the candle without any notice! lol.. so i ask him ba lek!! light the candle again and sing song de..

* him talkin to dean when i call him! *

* kay siao act bz! *

* k siao talking to ppl !! *

so of coz.. i complained that the candle is burning and later the ice cream cake melt how? so he act act and walk over la.. lol.. noe we celebrate for him i tink he quite happy la.. juz smile smile pose pose!! lol.. after working with him for so long, finally i noe he not camera shy lo!! he LOVE posing for pics!! * told him i wanna take his pic.. he was like smiling n posing.. giving mi his signature smile!! *

* signature smile! *

* mi try to irritate him by telling him again again! but he seem so happy to take pic lo! nb~ *

* i love tis pic best! i tink he is cute in tis! LOL~ *

* still smiling ~ *

* him abit pissed! complaining y i take so many pics..! LOL *

* adrian at the back forcing him to take pic again! *

* blow cake! *

* make a wish! *

* adrian tekan him.. take note of the candle! *

* he tot cutting ice cream cake is so freaking easy! *

* note his hands.. now he know its hard! *

* look at his face!! lol.. *

anyway, all of us slack ard eating the cake n talkin bout adrian's wisdom tooth! lol.. TWL commented that Adrian has got not much wisdom thus the tooth come out at such a late timing.. LOL.. slack ard n headed home at 7! lol..

bugis

2008-01-04T14:00:00.000+08:00

some overdue pics!!

john decided to b a gd SM and get some nice stuff back ever since e last time he mentioned bout mango pudding and i was like pestering him to get it.. but he say mango pudding too far so he decided to get some strudels back la.. lol.. mango and apple ones!! heres the pic!

* 2 boxes of strudels.. *

* looks ex!! *

* mango strudel *

* apple strudel *

* my pc of mango strudel!! *

was like so freaking funny can? one box got 8 pcs each.. so its like he onli buy 8 mango n 8 apple back lo.. however he stated dat confirm muz give kathy, cheryl eat so its like when he come back, he juz dump the 2 boxes gimmi and ask mi go deal with it.. LOL.. thus, 1 for him ( he wans apple.. ), 1 for kathy ( she wans mango ), 1 for cheryl ( gave her apple as i opened the 1st box and eileen took the 1st pc of apple.. ).. thus didnt wan to carry 2 box walk ard in office.. so i started distributing the apple one first..

its kind of irritating la.. to b giving out the strudels when i arent the one buying.. bcoz i didnt noe who to give.. and if its mi who bought it, i would rather keep it and give to ppl whom i tink i like.. * i noe i m abit ermmz la!! * anyway, HR took one apple one.. but when she noe got mango, she wanted to put back the apple one which was already on her table.. in the end, gave her the mango one and she gave 1 guy from accs the apple one.. LOL.. in the end, its like whole accs onli dat guy got to eat as there arent enuff to go ard the whole office la.. abit "zho pai hang zeng".. but anyway, worse still.. ivn ate hers and when she discover got mango one, she jitao wanna put back the leftover half and take mango!! lol.. freaking funny.. u c her expression... lagi gao xiao!!

enuff said, since TWL bought nice things back, today's his bdae la.. so went over to bugis find irene as i want to collect the disc from her which she help kyle buy.. was bit shag after work and was nua-ing on my bed when i reach home.. * i tink i sidetrack liao!!* anyway, went to eat and actually was arranging to go k de la.. but 1 irritating fella was like slacking at home til 11 dne leave his place lo.. and he talked bout later tomolo late for work and blar blar blar excuses.. so i send him this msg..

"dun waste time, ur petrol and ur beauty slp! stay at home ok?"

alright.. i noe i m being bad.. but its so irritating to b fly aeroplane last min one lo.. in the end, didnt go k and he came down to pick us up.. send irene home den lastly, send mi home.. by the time i reach home, was ard 1 liao lo.. so changed and watch tv til 2 den slp lo..

anyway, below are the pics we took ytd..

* my dinner for the day!! *

* irene's dinner for the day!! *

* our drink!! *

* heng onli ordered 1!! its freaking big ok!! *

* toast! *

* its sweet!! n thick!! *

* irene posing with toast! *

* mi n toast.. with john's pressie!! *

* yummy!! *

* nice toast!! *

dats all for last night's program.. sidetrack abit.. my learning of the day is 心胸下宰的人最可笑!! back to blog soon.. shd b free to update soon!!

resolution for 2008

2008-01-04T13:55:00.000+08:00

i tink my resolution is v v simple nia.. LOL.. coz cant put too high an expectation den in the end cant meet..

1. get my driving license
2. start to save up for rainy days
3. know mre frenz
4. wake up earlier n not b late for work!!
5. go HK in Dec with ai~
6. open eyes bigger~
7. eat lesser..
8. treat ppl fairly ( though who arent dat gd, shall return them wat they deserve! )

year 2008.. not possible to state like 2008 of them.. i tink 8 is enuff.. lol.. i tink all these mre to wishlist!! LMAO!!

wil b back to blog with mre pics later in the day!! stay tune!!

heartwarming!!

2008-01-02T13:12:00.001+08:00

tis post is specially for RONALD!! LOL..

received some heartwarming mg from him on NY!! was suppose to meet up with him after my dbl o night for drinks again at his place!! he has got my fave at home thus i was suppose to go over..

ended my night at dbl o at 2 plus.. then called him and he told mi he stil at some irritating god damn place where i cant go.. * cant reveal that place in my blog eh.. LOL*.. thus, when for supper at newton then was like 3am when he called and told mi he otw home.. so i told him i otw for supper and wil rch his place at ard 4am with food for him.. but i tink he was so freaking tired that when i called at 3.45am, he was almost half aslp.. thus i nvr go over and he start msg those heartwarming msg to "disturb" my supper session!! here it goes!!

Msg 1: haiyo.. like bu fu qi.. til other day u no "probation" we 2 go drink.. who scare who.. u dun drink le hor, faster go back!

anyway, i replied this... " aiyo.. u mre kan cheong den my mum.. hanna hanna.. goin after supper la.. dun worry.."

lol.. to mi, its so sweet can? asking mi not to drink le n faster go back.. he nvr say all these to mi ever since e first day i noe him! mayb its like so NORMAL to u ppl la.. but its so sweet to mi ok? LOL..

Msg 2: wa lau.. tis is call caring ok? u drink no limit one.. suddenly happy suddenly drunk suddenly knock out! dangerous leh.. haha..

anyway, i replied this.. "lol.. i tink u reali too shag.. talking nonsense.. hanna hanna.. i noe u concern la.. dun crap with mi ok? haha.. not v used to ur nonsense today.. go slp ok? guai~ nitez.. happy new yr!! lol..slp tight!! "

LOL.. see~ my irritating bro understand mi sooooo much!! lol.. touched la.. tot he dat type cant b bothered one.. coz he everytime bo chup no matter wat thing happen!! lol.. SWEET!! lol!!!though i abit bo chup in my replies la.. but i juz cant figure y is he like dat for that night!!!!

Msg 3: eh..concern ok? go home earlier ok? i enjoy disturbing u eating!! lol.. remember dont drink liao.. i shag liao.. work whole day under sun!! goin slp le.. nitez..

anyway, i replied this.. " pls la.. u tonight abit strange le.. so lo soh.. go slp la.. dun b naggy.. u abit high liao la.. nitez.. slp n dun disturb my supper!! meet out another day lo.. make booking ok?LOL..

though is juz these 3 msg that may seem so normal to others, but i m v v v touched by his msg la.. LOL..

anyway, these msg makes mi smile for the whole of NY.. lol.. still keeping these msg that he sent mi.. super touched by him!! lol.. hope he see this post and decide to treat mi better in future!!

lastly, resolutions wil b out by tomolo.. not v free to write it down in my blog today.. doin hand over things and some other ma fan things!! wil b back to blog either today or tomolo!! ciaos~

MIA!!!

2007-12-31T09:44:00.000+08:00

hasnt been bloggin for a long long time as i couldnttink of anythin to write..

today's last day of 2007 thus having an urge to note down my thoughts of the year..!!

tons of things happened in this yr.. made mi c facts of life mre clearly n c ppl mre clearly too!!disagreement happens between frenz too thus wanna take this chance to tell the following ppl:

my family members

thanks for being there when i need u guys.. no matter its in terms of emotion or finacially.. i do feel the love u guys gimmi when i need them the most.. thanks for all the advice and understandin that u ppl gave me when i reali need them and the trust u all gave me whenever i decide on something! looking forward to the trip i b having with u ppl in feb if nothing goes wrong~ LOL..

Shufen/Xiaohan/Shiying

thanks for the concern u gerls gimmi when i m feeling low and didnt have any direction in my life.. thanks for being there for mi when i m feeling at my highest point of my emotions.. though its not v smooth this yr for our relations, but all i wanna tel u gerls is that. misunderstandin may happen, but we shall stand firm on our stand eh~ thanks XH and SY for bring mi n SF back since our quarrel in my last yr in sec school.. dats e best pressie u gerls gimmi for my bdae this yr.. shall nvr forget u gerls for being who n what u r!! 9 yrs of friendship n still counting on alright? shall meet out often alright? all of us have been bz with our work n personal life thus not spending time like before.. lastly, all i wanna tel u ppl is, THANKS for being there!!!

Ronald n Seng

though we have not been meeting up like wat we said, but i guess the bond is stil as strong as ever alright? this is wat i believe n i tink u guys tink the same too!! towards u 2, i have nothin much to say to u both though.. i tink all thoughs of mine u both shd noe one la.. some words r meant to b left in the heart right? no need too touching one.. i noe u both wil understand de lo.. juz wanna let u both noe, i still miss lao di fang lots.. also miss those 38 sessions n the "manly" session with u both.. lastly, i miss Seng puking!!! and i miss puking with him!!! LOL!! meet up alright? i noe i m always the one who's so extra by last min cancelation!! but i noe u guys wont blame mi for it!! :)

Huimin/Linda/Joann/Cheryl

though we seldom contact like meet up n etc, but its stil a console to c u girls turning up on my bdae to celebrate with mi.. was not a great host that day.. sorry bout it eh.. but nice knowing u girls n no matter wat misunderstanding happened last time, i still wanna tel u girls that, its so nice knowing u ppl and u ppl brought colours to mi in my sec life!!

Yiihong and gang

i still wanna tel u that, i m damn sure i nvr attempt to eat that freaking shot glass on YH's bdae alright! i can remember though i was drunk on that night! lol.. thanks for bring there when i seriously need a cry.. thanks for crying with mi though u dun cry often!! LOL.. i have nvr seen u cry b4.. its freakin malu for u right? but rest assure that i onli remember that u cried and i dun reali remember how u look like when u r crying!! lol.. yes.. i wanna remind u of u crying~ lalalala.. lastly, thanks for those midnight chats.. though at times u wake mi up in the mid of my slp, but i wanna let u noe that no matter when n where.. whenever u need mi, i b there alright? :)

Irene!!

thanks for being there for mi whenever i need k session to destress!! lol.. those dbl o nights, those k box, party world n top one eh!! lol.. singing kaki all the way eh!! though we do have our fair share of conflicts, but do remember that whenever u need ppl b therefor u, i m ALWAYS there alright? 24/7!! no worries ok? quote from irene: dont worry, my fren!! LOL.. dun ever act xiao xiao in front of mi le ok? i wil tear u apart ok? once in a while is ok la.. but dun b often ok? anyway, i stil miss out LR sessions last time!! miss our outings almost 3 times a week and miss going to wen dong ji for suppers at late night.. in short, i juz miss spending QUALITY time with u!! pls dont hong liao ok? this shall b ur resolution for 2008.. i m helping u make resolution here!! and also.. dun b so blur til ppl cheat u also duno.. pls let mi QC check ok? u noe de... is wei ni hao!! LOL.. anyway, c ya tonight!! muacks!!!!

San/Wee/Leong/ Zhiping

thanks all 4 of u for enjoying with mi and consoling mi when things goes so v worng for mi.. i stil enjoy being with the 4 of u and gang.. u ppl brought colours to my life.. especially wee.. u shared lots n tons of things with mi and i do hope those things i told u did get into ur mind.. thanks u ppl for giving mi such wonderful nic like "猪仔".. thanks 创办人 zhi ping~ though u r so damn fierce to mi at times, but i stil miss mac session when both of us r feeling hungry in the middle of night after our drinking sessions.. but seriously, its so irritating of u to call mi after u have see mi home and right after i remove my makeup asking mi out for mac or go power house to continue our night! thanks ah san for standing up for mi when i get bullied and stopping mi whenever i do anythin that is wrong.. lol.. thanks leong for being so sporting to echo mi when thy all try to end our night by saying "lets go home" n u would support mi in wherever i wanna go..!! thanks wee for letting mi c the side of human.. i wont wanna say much on this.. all i wanna say is, i nvr regret anythin~ LOL.. anyway, thanks to u ppl.. 3 yrs of "friendship" and still counting alright? LOL :)

my PRECIOUS SM, Leonard/Adrian/TWL

lol.. things have come to an end eh~ lol.. i sure wil miss u ppl de.. thanks for being so nice to mi.. :) i noe i m being fierce.. but i noe u ppl like it~ LOL.. alright la.. i admit la.. i treat all u not v v gd la.. in terms of workwise.. i noe i mre to dat type kp u ppl to get things done one.. but, i noe u all like it when i do it~ haha.. seems like nanny to u 3 babies!! lol.. i tink, i wil miss being a nanny to u 3 adorable ppl.. things i will miss are:

1. calling ppl early in the morning to wake them up but kena kup or call being picked up by a dog~

2. being a PA to bring ur things down for u ppl to the loading bay or bring from store to office.

3. being a nanny to remind n nag u ppl for ur things.

4. being a baby to whine at u ppl when u ppl gimmi submissions late..

5. miss the rides that u ppl gimmi when i do ur things til late late..

6. those 38 sessions with u ppl..

7. those 心有灵犀 moments..

8. the scolding sessions u ppl get from mi!!

9. lots n tons to mention lo!!

kao!! even b4 ending today, i already feel so emo.. u ppl noe how u u mean to mi not?? LOL.. kind of bu se de! lol.. special thanks to adrian for him losing his bet so often that i get free meals and thank him for standing up for mi whenever i kena shortchange la.. though when he shortchange mi he wil keep quiet!! lol.. kidding nia.. thanks TWL for being so nice temper and whenever i m slow, he endure n joke ard with mi.. lastly, thanks to leonard for being so nice and i tink, its hard for u to b angry with mi after today as i arent ur coordinator liao lo.. tink u sure happy right? anyway, thanks for that "night".. i noe i CMI alright? i noe it myself!! i reali appreciate it though i keep kp bout it la.. :) THANKS U GUYS!!! *hugs* LOL..

Bimbo and lunching kakis~

Special thanks to all of u.. including meiling and merry who have left AVM.. thanks for being there when i need to kp bout my work.. u ppl make gd 38-ing kakis!! LOL.. as for bimbo, thanks for being so bimbo that i buay tahan u.. u reali brought colours to my life and laughter to all of us alright.. alright la.. u noei love u one la.. ok? though u leaving us to go batch 1 nxt mth, but i wont miss u!! haha.. no la.. things no need say so "ming" to u gerls also.. u ppl wont read it anyway, except for bimbo la.. lol.. juz noe that its great working with u ppl and meet out after work jiu gou le.. LOL.. all appreciations in the heart alright?

Jac and rest of colleagues..

conflicts during work is inevitable.. but glad that with u ppl ard, life is nvr bored and things r smooth for mi.. thanks for bring there when i need some 38 sessions and thanks for all things that you ppl have taught mi.. u ppl taught mi things that i will nvr learn in lesson.. :) thanks alright.. glad to b working here especially with Jac and boss.. though at times, i will irritate u both, same goes to u ok? u both irritate mi too at times.. LOL .. alright, just wanna give a simple thanks and i tink its gd enuff le ok? things not need say til so detailed like there is no tomolo de alright :) lol.. looking forward to working with u both nxt yr alright? sure got alot of fun happenings coming one!! *anticipating~ *

Kylie/Rani/Jason

thanks to u 3 jokers that brought laughter to mi.. like wat kylie say la.. i look damn serious when working.. but u ppl noe la.. i also can b joker one lo.. nice to know u ppl la.. though its onli like 2 mths.. thanks Rani for the rides n MJ session.. thanks Jason for the MJ and crapping session.. plus recently the movie trip with kylie and "rounding" eh.. LOL.. lame one la.. lastly, thanks Kylie for joining my SMs in the team of "kena kp" group!! lol.. i noe u enjoy it too.. and thanks for asking mi and Jason go watch that irritating show alright.. thanks for the k session and thanks for ride home almost daily.. i noe u c and send mi home also sian la.. I KNOW ok.. LOL.. endure ok.. who ask u to "offend" mi!! u deserve it.. wahahahaha!!!! alright la.. just wanna thank u 3 also.. pls ok? b honoured ok? noe mi so short time nia i stil thank u 3!! LAME!!! :)

lastly, wanna wish all my readers HAPPY NEW YR alright? shall b back 1st working day of the yr with my resolutions :) ciaos~ LOL

** ps: almost forget mulan!! coz u single party la..lol.. dun blame mi ok? i wanna thank u for being so nice to mi thru the yrs that we have known each other.. its already 7 yrs liao ok? LOL.. MJ session soon ok? if not, meet out ok? if not, i go ur place hang head liao alright? LOL.. **

monday blues

2007-12-10T08:46:00.000+08:00

i m having monday blues..

last night was a long night.. couldnt get to slp at i was like so "dotz" to get back to work.. kind of sian by series of happenings..in the end, i slept at 3 plus.. i tink its like fainting off without knowing lo.. LOL..

anyway, last week was horrible.. though went out with colleagues to celebrate my boss da shou on wednesday night.. was raining that night.. went to somewhere call "thumper".. was not happening at all la.. but bo bian.. adrian de taste.. with live jazz music.. and when i reach there with chong, i was like dotz.... live music by some woman with great vocal.. lol!!

when i reach there, adrian, leonard n samuel drop mi a big big bomb.. then was like so down the whole night.. plus seeing chivas on the table, i felt like leaving straight.. but was hold by back kathy, adrian n boss.. tmd.. then the whole night pass like nobody business..

bout 30mins towards the ending of the night, i gradually enjoy the night by getting uly to drink.. she somemre yaya say i drink how much she drink how much.. so i pour like 1/3 of rock glass chivas, put 1/3 with ice and like onli 1/4 with green tea for her.. lol.. in the end, i tink she jitao disappear into toilet for v v long till they got mi to check on her.. LOL..

reasons y i detest her dat much:
1. She is from China
2. She feels that everyone owe her a living.
3. She totally CMI

there r lots mre.. and it will lead to me telling long long post on her which i tink arent v worth it.. anyway, did tell adrian y i detest her so much la.. all adrian could say was " cheap".. lol.. even ppl from her dept named her "dot cn".. this nic also comes with a story behind la..

anyway, party ended at 2am and all head home.. tat marks the end of my week :( so "not happening lo!! "

!!

2007-12-03T16:35:00.000+08:00

lol..

i tink, i m having some serious brain concussion!

juz couldnt focus n i tink my mind is in a terrible mess now!!

its so fustrating!! omg!

i tink i seriously need mre time n time to do all my stuff!!

pissed!

2007-11-27T16:44:00.000+08:00

i m getting super pissed now..

1st incident..
bloody hell.. u r juz a delivery man.. i call u by ur name is bcoz u r older alright? u dun take it for granted alright? who r u to question the things i do? pls dun kindly put words in other's mouth and tel mi do things in other ppl's name.. i dun buy that.. and i tink u didnt expect mi to go straight into eileen's room n question her bout it isnt it? and too bad that ur deeds are exposed.. and she arent the one that told mi to change the DOs.. U R THE BLOODY ONE OK? its so obvious that the 3 DOs are of the same job.. so u better send them down n not kp anymre.. wats more? i will repeat one last time! U R JUST A BLOODY DRIVER.. JUST DELIVERY UR THINGS N KEEP UR MOUTH SHUT TIGHT! pls dun pissed mi off again or else i will juz snap! trust mi in this alright?

2nd incident.....
y r almost all of my salesmen almost uncontactable? wan mi do things noe how to call n call, blast n blast.. info not clear how to do for u ppl? u itnk i god? do sala den kp.. u r so irresponsible! i seriously hate this treatment.. for goodness sake, pls clear all things that u owe mi.. if not, i shall drop a mail to "shoot" u.. but dun worry.. i wont do it in dark.. i shall CC u alright? should u receive any mail with subject " feedback" , dun b stunn ok? i m truly pissed!

3rd incident...
pls dun use "honey tis honey that" to fool / entertain mi.. i dun buy that.. i heard ur conversation with summer that time regarding the pay wise.. btw, ur reaction when i sound u out was so funny... though its thru phone, i can sense it.. :)

Me: ytd my sister they all open stil left 1/2 bottle.. pls change away ur waitress / party girl name n put their name..
W: huh? no la.. she juz pour drinks one..
Me: i dun give a damn or hoot bout it.. eh.. btw, china ar?
W: aiya.. u c her b4 one la.. last time is xiao long gf.. now new bf live yishun de..
Me: oh.. so? my problem?
W: she got her own customer base.. i noe her mama too.. her mama thai~ honey like can liao lo..
Me: is it? i tot is u hire one?
W: eh.. how come you noe? no la.. honey like her ma.. so say hire lo..
Me: tot say china cheap?
W: eh.. how cum u noe everythin ar?
Me: anyway, last time u talk to her bout pay wise i was ard..
W: is it? dun have la..
Me: aiya..cant b bothered la.. juz change the name n i wont care at all..
W: change ur name la.. i noe how to spell..
Me: DUN WAN.. dats it.. i will sms u their name later..

and i kup the phone..

its irritating.. u told mi u wan out.. u told mi its a torture.. u told mi everythin n i trusted everything.. y shd u even try to hide when its time to b truthful? i pissed mi off totally.. u r a poor liar.. 1st is yuan yuan.. now is this.. its so irritating.. i m pissed as i tink i m a fool to b cheated by u.. pissed as well as hurt.. i guess its time to let u have a taste of my medicine as u haven try b4 eh.. no matter wat i do to u in future, pls dun whine or regret! u FORCED mi!!!! i nvr wan to do dat to u in the past ok?

tis makes the end of my hate post! in a super duper bad mood now to blog other things!

2007-11-27T13:21:00.000+08:00

so full now plus so many chores to do.. i tink i seriously tink i can do with a nap n nothin other else.. LOL..

feeling so low these few days.. its like empty in the brain and everythin is so blur n fuzzy.. lesson has started and seems like its the onli time i can endure someone scolding mi and i keep so quiet bout it!! lol.. anyway, in short, lesson is like so fun can? its onli 3rd lesson and i m already on main road and i m already on my 3rd gear liao~ lol.. fun ok?

will b back to blog later if i complete all my stuff i have on hand~

genting

2007-11-21T15:53:00.000+08:00

genting pics updated!! lol.. onli update these few pics i didnt cover my flaws with powder thus 不能见人！！LOL.. anyway, didnt take much pics as my dear sister dont like to take pics la..lol.. anyway pics shows it all~

anyway, the trip was alright onli as its was like so cold n so misty that most rides in outdoor theme park was closed.. its like so irritating alright.. day 1 when we reached, weather was fine in the morning.. thus, we spend like RM66 to get the tickets.. we stayed there for like 2 or 3 hrs but onli manage to play less den 5 rides.. then we go back hotel at 1pm to check in..

its like so irritating lo.. we reached genting at 3 plus in the morning on 15th Nov.. there are tons of room available.. but due to the booking of my room which wil onli start on 15th Nov, they deny us of the room and wanted us to wait.. the conversation between the receptionist and mi goes like tis..

Me: Hi.. xcuse mi.. can i check with u, what time can we check in?
SHE: Its 1pm in the afternoon.
Me: Is it possible for us to check in earlier if you have spare rooms?
SHE: Oh.. cannot.. you have to pay for the full day if you wna to check in now.. So we have the empty rooms now.. do u wan to take one?
Me: so y isnt it possible for us to check in now since u have empty rooms available?
SHE: Oh.. cannot.. if u want to check in now, u got to pay 'blar blar blar' amt of money as we dont let customers book in earlier than the said time..
Me: * speechless *

Its not dat i niao or wat ma.. since u have room, i tink its ridiculous la.. like let ur guest sit at the lobby and wait for 8 hrs.. somemre there r so many coaches arriving.. guess wat? by 5am, there r like so many ppl waiting at the lobby just bcoz of their " earn money " policy! so i ask BB and my dear sister whether or not to pay and slp for the night.. so the conclusion was, to wait n not let them earn the money since we can deposit our luggage at the holding area.. lol.. anyway, here is the conversation between mi n my DEAR sister.. which make mi ponder if she is my sister not~ .. LOL..

ME: Ai ar.. u tink i shd pay money for the night anot? they say pay the n can check in..
DS: 你说呢？
Me: 我问你，你问回我？
DS: if u wan take e room, i tink u gimmi e money better.. i let u slp on my lap!!

LOL.. isnt my sister ridiculous? she tink her lap v big like dat lo~ lol.. buay tahan her!!

anyway, we waste the time in the lobby chatting and when its 9am, my DS suggest goin to buy tickets for the rides.. lol.. its like damn many kids queuing.. and tons of parents pushing here n there.. one parent even kp when i grab my sister to join mi.. lol..

Me: * pull my sister in front of mi so that ppl wont b able to push her.. *
MA kp loudly to her hubby: 你看她！开路给人！！插队！那里可以这样？？
Me: * totally ignore *
MA again: 你看她假假听不到！不懂妈妈这么教的。。
Me : * totally ignore again.. *
MA to her kids : 以后不可以学她知道吗？人家会说我不会教孩子！不要丢我脸知道吗？
Me: * totally not happy*EH! 她是我妹妹！你有意见 ar？你插队有没有人说你？要看我们的passport吗？我妈妈你也要讲！你一直推我，我都没有讲你！你妈妈没有教你啊？
MA : * totally stunned *
MA's hubby: *apologise *

LOL.. super shiok! after it, she jitao keep her mouth shut!! LOL.. anyway, was so pissed that she mention my mum and i tink i almost whack her!

anyway, the rides was ok nia except the "SPACE SHOT ".. super fun.. but queue damn long la.. so mi n my DS went to try it.. lol..

** the space shot.. its freaking high!! "take 1" **

** space shot reaching the top.. **

** space shot release grip!! **bb took this pic! **

** mi n my sister!! lol.. **

** both of us~ lol.. chou dao~ **

anyway, due to the raining, my DS requested that we buy UNO cards.. to kill her boredom.. lol.. and here's the result of playing of UNOs..

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Solid right? my DS jio mi play.. orr bi la.. lol.. anyway, try guessing whoes fist is it lo.. c which fist belong to who lo~ LOL..

lastly,

** DS and me~ lol.. **

lol.. tis is the end of post for genting la.. lol.. anyway, she wants to go again in March.. anyone wan join us ?? LOL!!! will be back to blog again soon~ bye!!

nicole bdae~

2007-11-19T16:50:00.000+08:00

some overdue pics for viewing..

** bdae girl with her cake! **

** posing ~ **

** preparing to blow cake! **

** sabotage~ **

nvr press her face in the cake as she juz recover from chicken pox.. she is heng lo!!

** cut cake time~ **

** mei mei and her small cake! **

follow up nxt is my 自恋 time!! was in the mood to take pics.. though the bdae ger refused to take lotsa pic due to her scars from chicken pox!!

** take 1 **

** take 2.. inside counter!! **

** taken in toilet!! **

** mi n wee **

credits to party-girl ivy who mention that mi n wee have not taken any pics b4!! lol.. dats y manage to take a pic with this man who juz refuse to let mi take any pics of him last time! LOL~

well, some genting pic wil b up tomolo.. its lame lame pics.. LOL

advert

2007-11-19T14:12:00.000+08:00

i love this anime.. lol!!

lol.. saw this phone ( Motorola Q 9H ) in nuffnang.. seems too good to b true eh?

here is the link to the specs and pic..
http://www.phonescoop.com/phones/phone.php?p=1144

motorola arent my choice of phone!!coz from feedback i heard from frenz is that the phone arent user friendly at all.. lol..

but, with such functions and a phone that enable u to surf net, msn and even play games as its a PDA phone!!
seems like its so so easy to use and to me, its kind of like a personal com except that its smaller in size and its easy for storage and usage!isnt it too gd to b true?

light, user-friendly and new!! wat u tink bout it? LOL.. i would love one eh~
so frenz.. shd anyone of u have spare cash, get mi one for my bdae nxt year alright? LOL.. i noe i m greedy!! :)

nice song

2007-11-19T13:21:00.000+08:00

falling in love with this song.. lol.. i noe its an "old" song liao la.. but~ i love it!!

想听的话

慢慢地撤出忧伤
你在转角处等他
能用声高放地唱
我可以整天对你的牵挂
这场爱不会开花
我情书却割舍不下
明知你爱的是他
却还是学不会摆脱这挣扎

想听的话你说给了他
我的快乐从此蒸发
如果同时爱的代价哪相信
想撒个什么谎

想听的话得不到回答
我却还在独自装傻
回答时我的脸颊好让你看不见
我眼角的变化

:(

2007-11-14T11:38:00.000+08:00

i seriously dont think that being 虚情假意 is nice la.. its hard to be like this.. acting like one n "feel" like one~

hmmm.. now, coming across problem which i cant solve and i dont even noe where to solve from.. isnt it funny? nvr once in my life i met up with problem and couldnt do anythin bout it.. do i wanna 虚情假意 and proceed with all happenings or shd i face it and solve it?

hmmm.. so confused now.. omg! wat shd i do? i m pondering~

siansation!

2007-11-13T20:15:00.000+08:00

lol.. juz saw something that interest me so so v much! however, i would not say it here in blog la.. til i find a way to block that person..anyway, i discover that some ppl i blogged in my blog come to noe bout my contents.. LOL.. it arent funny at all.. lol.. seriously lo.. LOL!!

anyway, is there a way i can block someone from entering my blog? i noe i can make my blog private n onli those i invite can read my post.. but how bout juz blockin one person? is it possible? lol..

coz the thoughts of her reading my blog and talking ard reali make mi feel so sick!! makes mi feel like she has no "yuan zhe"!!

anyway, loggin off now.. shall blog bout the whole thing tomolo!! ppl.. pls.. if anyone noe how to block like 1 person frm coming into my blog, pls let mi noe alright? would appreciate it!!

:(

2007-11-12T11:26:00.000+08:00

i duno is my desktop problem or my company's connection problem.. i dun seem to b able to load any pics up.. hmmm..

no pics = no post!!

kind of irritating as i have nothin to do on hand and i m like slacking my way thru today.. with lousy connection, i couldnt blog, couldnt play game.. any web i wanna go into sure need to F5 before everythin can b seen.. its so irritating that it gets on my nerve.. leavin for lunch in 10 mins.. hope connection wil b better after i m back.. off for lunch soon!! bye~

** big wave!! **

PS: no salesman in house = no work..

no work = shake leg..

shake leg = gd mood!!

LOL!!

** tinkin of mj-ing tonight.. lol.. anyone? lol.. since jac jio and my hands r itchin.. play small small nia!! msn mi if u wan!! lol~ **

lame!!!

2007-11-12T08:50:00.000+08:00

seriously, this thing happen on friday evening but i m stil damn buay song bout it.. knn.. i dun tink its any of ur business and pls dun cheapen urself la..

so wat if i dun wan help him return the loan set or help him pack? i arent in my jobscope and u r SENIOR enuff to noe it.. since u lao jiao ma.. right? and its a matter inside my dept.. who r u to interfere? juz bcoz he sends u to work almost daily? or bcoz he chasing u after he broke off with ur "supposing" gd fren than u tink u like dat yaya v power ar? pls la..

u may tink that its unfair treatment towards leonard as we wanted to help adrian clear his 1 box away.. pls ok.. u wan ppl treat u well, u muz treat ppl well also ma.. ya la.. i noe leonard treat u DAMN gd now.. but its none of my business.. tink bout it ok? leonard treat my salesman gd not? do they have e obligation to help him with his stuff that he is suppose to do? morning he got come in office ok? its not like he is outside and not comin in the office.. clearing his stuff will onli take less than 5 mins.. in the morning i ask him kio his things.. he ask mi kio for him.. ask store come down do.. since u love to implement new things n such.. u go suggest la.. suggest say store bring things up n down for all of us la..

pls la.. dun cheapen urself le.. juz bcoz he sends u to work n bring u out for lunch u r so defensive of him.. u so defensive and u buay song with how we treat him, then fine! u kio for him la.. do his things for him la.. anyway, u also v gd at li yong ppl one ma.. both of u can li yong lai li yong qu la.. i tell u.. one mre time.. u dun bloody wan ur face i will juz help u tear away any face u r left with.. even if this means mi losing my job or wat.. wan si puo lian right? TRY MI!!!

anyway, will be back later to blog bout my sister's bdae celebration!! lol.. pics wil b updated too :)

2007-11-07T16:44:00.001+08:00

took a test in facebook regarding picture personality..
below is the result of my test.. LOL

Temperament
Flexible
Nothing seems to bother you - you sail through life crisis free. It's not that your life doesn't have its ups and downs, it's just that you handle everything without unnecessary drama and antics. You approach each day fresh, not worrying about yesterday or tomorrow. You are confident that you can handle anything that comes your way and experience has shown that you are absolutely right about this.
Interests
Simple
You are continually pursuing a simpler and less complicated life - you don't allow yourself to fall victim to all of the "should do's" that society continually bombards you with. You are thoughtful about your life choices and think in terms of yourself, others and the world in which we live. You have a great sense that we are part of something much bigger and we must be good to others, if we want others and the world to be good to us.
Amusement
Thoughtful
You are easily stressed out and overwhelmed - you need to take care of yourself first and foremost. Because you tend to be self reflective, you know your limits quite well and must remember to not exceed those limits. When you overwhelm your life with obligations and responsibilities, you tend to shut down and go into yourself even further. Take some time to find your serenity and kick back your feet.
Passion
Physical
You are a cuddle bug - from a warm hug shared with your best friend to steamy sex with your partner, you enjoy every bit of human contact that you can get. You demonstrate your love for others most fluidly through physical one-on-one contact and you feel the most loved when you are being touched. You feel disconnected when you are physically isolated from others. You're a people person and a lover of all things human.

tooth!!

2007-11-07T13:26:00.001+08:00

was on mc ytd coz tooth pain lo..

nbz one.. went to the clinic under my block.. freaking expensive.. $100 bucks juz to get the tooth out.. i tink the dentist no standard de.. anyhow poke using the metal "hammer" to crack my tooth.. finally, when it was out, i had a shock.. lol.. half of it is out and the other was stil inside my gum.. almost faint.. all the dentist noe is juz to tell mi this.. " open ur mouth bigger.. ~ " lol!!!

buay tahan.. then was i was walking home, i msged boss telling him i m on mc la.. guess wat he repply mi.. the whole conversation goes like tis:

Me: boss, pluck teeth.. on mc.. for today..
B: Front 1 a? haha
Me: back la.. u wont b able to c it de ok?
B: Sounds better..
Me: of coz la.. throw face le.. so old still pluck teeth..
B: Eat 2 much sweet la.. like kids lei
Me: Aiya. dun say le.. throw face la.. somemre take out my teeth i stil muz pay him so much.. LOUSY dentist..
B:U 1 2 pay him 2 take out 1 ma..
Me: ALamak.. pain la.. u duno de la.. sunday pain endure till today.. morning buay tahan la..
B: Tell me la... i got solution ma..
ME: Boss, dun suan mi liao.. pluck teeth v kelian ok?
B: Gd ma.. nxt time eat somemore la... sweety
Me: I tink not sweet fault la.. is my teeth weak.. cant withstand challenges.. dats y got eliminate out from my gum..

i tink after seeing my last reply, boss got too speechless to reply mi..!!which is gd la.. dat means i have time to slp le.. lol..

talking bout replying sms.. my salesman lagi power.. early morning when i discover my tooth cannot liao, i msg TWL and Adrian.. told them this..
Me: Just to inform u.. i having toothache.. goin c dentist before goin to work.. will not b in early..
TWL: Haha.. u wan me to tell HR?
Me: ** speechless ** dun reply..
TWL:** call mi at 8 plus 9.. ** eh.. wats jac's pw ar? alamak.. u still sleeping!!
ME: nb.. u call n disturb?!?!?!

eh.. i hereby wanna tel my salesman.. dentist dont come in so early one ok? at least for my dentist la.. he is at compass point ok? its juz that i buay tahan go down there.. so i chose the easiest way out.. to c e "not up to standard" dentist.. LOL!!

dats end of ytd..~ shall b back to blog later if i m free eh!!

2007-11-05T13:56:00.000+08:00

kind of in mood to do some quiz and get some answers out of those quize like what a person i m.. lol.. dont reali feel quite sure bout myself.. hmmm :( anyway, do those quiz if u r free or wan to.. LOL

bad girl!!

2007-11-05T13:53:00.001+08:00

You Are a Bad Girl

You are 20% Good and 80% Bad
You're a total bad girl, from your wild hair to tattooed toes.
But you're too badass to even care if you're labeled "bad"!

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

drama queen?

2007-11-05T13:46:00.001+08:00

You are a Balanced Babe!

You're direct and to the point, but never dramatic
You've got the confidence to speak your mind to anyone
But you leave the theatrics to Hollywood
Level headed and emotionally stable, no wonder everyone loves you

How Much of a Drama Queen Are You?

personality

2007-11-05T13:43:00.001+08:00

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISTP)

Your personality type is reserved, methodical, spirited, and intense.

Only about 6% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 8% of all men
You are Introverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

lol.. rare eh.. introverted? i dun tink i m.. but rare~ kind of true eh.. LOL.. rare in the no so nice way eh!

test~

2007-11-05T13:41:00.000+08:00

You Are the Ego

You take a balanced approach to your life.
You definitely aren't afraid to act out on your desires - even crazy ones.
But you usually think first. Morals drive you as much as hedonism does.
You've been able to live a life of pleasure... without living a life of excess.

Are You Id, Ego, or Superego?

EGO!! lol.. i admit.. i have ego that is so jialat that at times i cant stand myself also alright!!

guys

2007-11-05T13:40:00.001+08:00

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

Are You Too Picky When It Comes To Men?

lol.. does this mean hopeless in love? i tink so .. :( sounds bit like W in this case? i certainly hope not..

my name!

2007-11-05T13:38:00.001+08:00

What Judy Teo Means

J is for Joyful

U is for Unnatural

D is for Dizzy

Y is for Young

T is for Temperamental

E is for Enthusiastic

O is for Outgoing

What Does Your Name Mean?

birth date..

2007-11-05T13:37:00.001+08:00

Your Birthdate: February 3

You are more than a big ball of energy - you are a big ball of hyper.
You are always on the go, but you don't have a type a personality.
Instead of channeling your energy into work, you instead go for fun and adventure.
Witty and verbal, you can have an interesting conversation with anyone.

Your strength: Your larger than life imagination

Your weakness: You tend to be pretty scattered

Your power color: Lime

Your power symbol: Lightening bolt

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日久见人心，路遥见马力

2007-11-05T11:45:00.000+08:00

lol.. over the weekend plus today.. i finally noe the full meaning of 人心难彻。。摸摸骗骗。。last time when shiying put this on her msn nic, i was stil damn blur bout it.. and also when ppl say 摸摸骗骗, i was like not reali noe the exact meaning and juz say without fully understand.. so now i noe exactly wat they meant by it.. lol..

lol.. 日久见人心，路遥见马力。。kind of true eh.. its so typical in this world la.. supposingly b it a secret or wat.. finally realise wat SY talking bout when i sound her out.. supposingly noe n dun wan to say out, den jolly well dont comment when i say alright? comment and act duno seems so LOL.. couldnt find any words to replace the" LOL" thus putting LOL la.. seems fake la.. anyway, kind of disappointed.. but yeah.. dats great.. at least i noe it liao.. wont gong gong anymre yeh.. things wont b the same anymre eh.. lol.. dats wat it was suppose to b isnt it? i tink so.. :)

摸摸骗骗。。things arent suppose to b like dat if u supposingly treat someone like a fren isnt it.. seriously, this world is so funny eh.. things arent suppose to come to such end actually come to this kind of funny ending.. though i always told ppl to open their eyes big la.. choose wrong cannot "ai" one.. lol.. looks like this seems to b the same as wat i m experiencing eh.. LOL!! totally speechless eh... hmmm...

shall blog mre when i come back from lunch.. now rushing to lunch!! ciaos~

malaysia trip

2007-11-02T14:48:00.000+08:00

ytd went to johor with leonard coz jac couldnt make it to go with us and i was freaking moody and wanted to go for a spin..

actually arent goin with him as he wanted to go for massage and i tink kind of weird for the both of us to b in e same car goin to somewhere "far".. anyway, didnt tink much after boarding his car la.. coz was in bad mood ma..

went to eat the "mi hun kueh" that jac couldnt forget.. lol.. she even wan us to "da bao" back for her.. but leonard say dun wan la.. anyway, didnt take any pics as my phone blinks "low batt" eh.. anyway, i had the soup one and leonard ate the dry one with dark sauce.. so i tried his one as i nvr try b4 ma.. was ok la.. lol.. the veg they use is v strange.. i tink not v nice.. so gave all veg to leonard... heng nvr add veg like him la.. if not, i tink i will have a hard time picking out all veg and giving all of them to him!!!.. then he say the roasted pork is nice so he order one plate n we share too.. i tink the char siew is nicer la.. then when we finish the food, he jitao tempt mi to eat the chicken wing lo.. nb la.. i say i on diet right? in e end, i gave in to temptation and ate 1 chicken wing! lol.. was freakign full after we finish everythin.. lol.. then he wanted to go c disc la.. so i went back to the car to pick up my fag n went with him to c disc la.. lol..

the traffic there scary lo.. 2 way traffic then the vehicles move fast de lo.. even truck also use that road.. btw, we ate at road side stall la.. then when crossing the road, he scare mi by pulling mi across the road.. wasnt prepared to cross the road lo.. so let him pull la.. anyway, i also v sian liao.. LOL.. is lame right? yes la.. i noe alright..

then went c disc, bought some and went petrol station.. last stop was at the "mama shop" getting so chewy back and the custom was jam la.. realised one ridiculous thing at the custom.. ppl who bring in mre than 30k will be charged with trafficking.. lol.. strange right? i guess so too..

will be back to blog soon later.. freakign bz now.. juz wan post to get my mind out of work :)
ciao~

sick n emo

2007-10-31T14:33:00.001+08:00

feeling so sick n emo today.. lol.. everythin seems so wrong today...

early morning late for work.. reached office like 8.15am and was raining..

then was doing gebiz when adrian called and asked mi do urgent quote.. then ivn came over and asked mi n jac over to mary's table for a short meeting.. further details i wont wan to blog bout it coz i tink its so bloody lame.. i duno if is it that my frequence is different from others or wat.. lame~

sidetrack abit..

i seriously tink i cant tolerate ppl who love acting.. i m beginning to hate ppl with "2 faces".. seen too many of these faces since last week.. the feeling sucks though.. at times, i dont understand y is it so that ppl can juz simply ignore their heart and mind and starts to act out like another person or pattern.. kind of scary eh? but i noe tis is life.. when i grow older n older, i realised that nothin in this world is perfect and all gd things in this world wil come to an end.. and lotsa ppl wil start coming into ur life and leavin ur life as fast as how they came in.. kind of sad eh? i guess so too.. i admit i do act too.. like how i treat customers when they r lame.. i wil juz smile n laugh with them and nxt min when i turn my head my face goes straight again..

kind of pathetic eh.. duno whether is it that i in entertaining line long enough for mi to pick up this bad habit.. ytd was so lame when a staff from mediacorp came n drank in Rowell.. then he start joking ard with mi.. didnt feel reali confortable coz i wasnt in the best mood last night due to rushing here n there, this and that.. then when his fren start getting crappy, it gets on my nerve that when i m at their table, i was like smiling n smiling at them coz they r crapping.. nxt min when i turn my back, the smile vanish.. i tink W noticed it and asked if is there anythin wrong~

to tink of it, it has been like 2 yrs when i haven reali have a gd n long laugh.. not those laugh for less than 2 sec one la.. is those LOL!! and i tink it has been like 3 yrs i haven had a gd cry also.. at times feel that i m a wax figure with no expressions!! its so dreadful..

hope that i can get those "emos" back soon and say gd bye to grouchy face~
shall blog again when i feel like it.. kind of stress out now!!

boring life!

2007-10-30T14:07:00.001+08:00

nua-ing at work after lunch thus decided to blog abit b4 continue doing my work for the day..

btw, i got reprimanded by derrick coz of leonard and adrian and twl got reprimanded by derrick coz of mi.. lol.. life goes round n round eh? lol!!

i forgot to send out mail to inform them bout the panasonic course supposingly starting today.. last night derrick called them to check the attendance and i tink he tot i got send out the mail and he kind of say that they nvr check mail or something like dat la.. anyway, i got said coz leonard gave mi a last min quote and wants it to b done immediately ytd and i sort of yaya with him though he said "PLS" ... lol.. dat was meant to b a joke to kp him la.. i tink boss arent on same frequency as mi la.. so he tot i diao qi lai mai when leonard di shen xia qi!

anyway, work is alright as a total lo.. except for some problems that i also lan de blog here la.. coz kind of pointless to blog here and nothin can b solved and i wil b mre angry with the matters..

however, at rowell, tons of things happened.. was told last night though.. shareholders arent responsible, shareholders arent firm and lotsa internal thing happen.. W told mi he want to get out of this business.. coz he tink kind of pointless la.. i feel the same as the treatment there arent acceptable la.. kind of hard lo.. the "party girl" on sat offended some customers and in the end, it was W and mi goin all out to entertain customers with "her" sitting there crapping.. in the end, "she" got drunk la.. S wasnt v happy bout it.. i tink S also abit off la.. u wan things ur way.. but u muz also consider bout the consequences ma.. right? anyway, cant b bothered to care bout wat is happening there.. i get whatever i shd get and i wil juz do whatever is needed..

things arent going well for mi and BB.. i tink, its time to reconsider everythin again.. its not bcoz of any external factors that happened.. its juz the things he do that makes mi feel that actually i arent needed in his life~

i seriously need some help!! i m getting quite lost with the things i need and want~

marriage!

2007-10-23T09:31:00.000+08:00

was so tired last night that when i reach home, i jitao concuss til today morning 6am.. LOL.. so long nvr slp til so shiok liao!

feeling so fresh today! but as the time come nearer for mi to come work, i jitao mre n mre no mood.. anyway, ytd was a happy day for mi la.. lol..

reached work place at 7.45.. after 4 mths.. tis e first time i come work after so long.. actually i reach home 6 plus la.. coz slept at pub!! lol.. rain too big.. cant go home.. then was at there talking with "W" and finally at 4 plus 5 then concuss on the pool table..

yeh.. POOL table.. was too tired to care bout image anyway.. anyway, reach home change le came work immediately as W was downstairs waiting la.. i tink he also super tired le.. when i come down, he was sleepin in the car! lol.. on the way to work was silence in the car and no one speak though.. except for mi passing him a sweet la.. scare he fall aslp and there goes my life!

lotsa questions came popping by in my mind.. v puzzled and didnt noe the ans to it.. its those "what if " questions.. lol..

what if one day, u fall in love with a married man?
what if one day, u caught ur bf or hubby having an affair outside?
what if one day, u got preg and the father of the child already got kids?
what if one day, there arent anyone who bothers bout u?
what if one day, everyone ard u has changed?

so many what if.. lol.. i also dont understand y all these questions came into my mind.. i tink bcoz i saw too many couples breaking up and too many married couples divorce.. its kind of disheartening lo.. but i noe yuan fen yi jin.. no point dwelling la.. at tis point, i suddenly have the urge not to get married!

i told my mum a few mths back.. if i reach 30 and haven get married, i wil juz get any guy to make mi pregnant.. then i wil b a single mummy.. then she wil have grandson.. i tink i can support a child la.. duno whether tis mentality wil change when i get older anot.. hmmm.. i m wondering~

shameless mother!!!!

2007-10-22T08:05:00.000+08:00

feeling so shiok now!

last night was the lamest night that i ever had! saw someone who arent at fault opening 12 bottles of martell as "compensation" and it cost over 1.6k.. dun understand y this type of thing can happen!! also saw the lamest mother in the world who actually intro her own DAUGHTER go work as girl!! knn one..

it happens like tis.. this mother who is call Apple, was super buay song as her daughter was rape by ppl la.. coz her daughter went 97 after work and the papa san went 97 too.. after that, when the papa san was bout to go, he asked the girl to go off too.. then this stupid girl who was juz simply too jian insist that she doesnt wan to go and she noes the guy there whom she was with.. after that, the papa san drag her take cab but she juz refused to board the cab! after that, she went back to 97 to look for that guy.. her last recall was that she went to eat with that guy at geylang... but when she woke up in the morning, she discover that she was in a hotel room and her valuable belongings are gone and also she was raped!

the fucking mother juz blame it all on the papa san coz she tinks the papa san nvr look after her daughter lo.. then knn make a scene and wan find the papa san problem.. so ytd, there was a talk there at rowell la.. i also dont understand y the papa san need to open 12 bottles to apologise!!juz fucking simply dont understand la.. the damn mother stil can shiok shiok walk in and say all 12 bottles put her name! i jitao pissed! pls la.. ur daughter kena raped le.. u as a mother jitao no kick? u as a mother jitao cannot make it la.. it was U who intro ur daugher to b a girl one le.. u cant take care of her and u expect ppl to take care ur daughter for u? what is this world coming to b?

in short, i juz tink u arent a gd mother and u r juz a bitch by kpkb in the pub machiam like whole world owe u de... u tink u got backing v power is it? u tink u got ppl to lean against u v proud is it? kaoz! dont tel mi these shit la.. craps!!!

cant stand such ppl! shall b back to blog later as my mind is stil in sleeping mode! slept like 2 hrs in pub and came to work after goin home change!!

:( sadded!

2007-10-19T11:57:00.000+08:00

ytd was talkin to a fren regarding her fren.. after tinking bout it last night, seems like i m super bad to give her suggestions.. i guess i shdnt have give any suggestion as to what i would do if i were her.. lol.. anyway, i tink i got to plan for resolution nxt yr liao.. 1st in the list would b not to bother bout ppl's business anymre.. it gets me no where..

ytd bb's sister n bro in law beat bryan due to his mischevious ways of demanding for wat he wans.. and though i tink he deserve to b cane, but after seeing him cry til so jialat n nobody resue him, i decided to b a heroine.. LOL!!! jitao grab the cane n go back my room lock door.. in the end, i guess she quite heart pain la.. take ointment and apply on her son's arm.. lol.. c.. heng i go save bryan la.. if not, i tink u go home sure cry right? lol..

then went rowell.. ended the night at 1 plus with a heavy heart.. ** dont u noe that a lie wil lead to many lies? i dont c a reason y shd u even tink of lying bout her.. i arnet smart.. however, i arent a dumb ass already? dont tink u keep quiet and siam the topic then everythings ok.. its not ok? **anyway, reach home and slept at 2.30am..

woke up late tis morning.. lol.. didnt hear my alarm ring at all till shir msg mi telling mi she reach MRT station.. its already 7.20am already.. msged boss telling him i wanna take timeoff for 2hrs.. in the end, change to 1 hr coz by the time he reply mi, i was already preparing to go to work.. heng no need cab to work.. :) when i reach office, he asked if i work at night.. lol.. duno wat he noe la.. but juz deny everythin la.. coz.. i dont c a reason explaining and i dont c a reason not using time off when my OTs cant b claim! lol.. i m calculative la.. bo bian~

shall b back to blog later.. tons of filing to b done.. ciao~

rowell pub

2007-10-15T17:24:00.001+08:00

i tink i have changed! hmmm.. arent like e girl i was last time and i dont look forward to the future anymre.. enough said.. this shall b a post of pics and nothin else until i m in a better mood :(

* frosted beer ? *

* the glasses *

* the bar~ *

* the surrounding 1 **

* surrounding 2 *

* spoilt ice maker! *

* slacking / watching soccer!! *

* serious man at work! wink wink!! *

* myself *

advert post

2007-10-12T11:54:00.000+08:00

has been going into nuffnang and adverlet these few days to do somethin on the ads.. seriously, i tink its an easy way to earn some money effortlessly..bloggin can earn money lo.. though not like how xiaxue is doing la.. shaking leg and can get money to spend.. lol.. kind of envy her at times..

anyway, was listening to 3 songs recently.. 2 r old songs n 1 is quite new la.. like of nice and i got e feeling of k-ing songs again.. anyone wan join mi?? lol.. can de-stress at e same time eh?? lol.. anyway, k box is having promotion on 14-18th Oct.. i tink is for the 5th anniversary.. so its onli like 5 bucks for one pax though its for one drink nia.. however, housedrinks n standard drink is onli 5 bucks too.. so its kind of worth it.. so ppl, wanna go k muz make reservation.. this promotion is not available in Lot 1's branch onli.. i guess the business there in that branch is gd.. so they arent having the promotion there..

rowell pub will b having their GRAND opening tonight!! so excited.. last sat went there to help san and wee.. not much customers except their frenz la.. its quite a relaxing pub though.. i tink temporary no ktv session as they have limited manpower.. so ppl, anyone wanna work in pub? there is no need to drink if u dun wan to.. no one can force u unless u wanna drink.. there arent any need to pass mic as ktv system arent up yet.. and transport home is available in selected areas.. anyway, i b going down today tomolo and day after to help out la.. address is 105 rowell road.. its a pub for ppl to chill out with frenz and chitting.. free drop by alright? can call mi to make reservations.. :)

as for work, things arent goin smoothly for mi:( kind of stressful with those "laws" made.. its dbl job and dbl standard!! kind of hard to accept it at the moment.. salesman are havin hiccups in their projects and i couldnt do anythin except facing their black face.. its kind of hard.. at times, wanted to tender to escape from all these " treatments".. i m wondering.. wat can i do? mary asked if i wanna join sales.. i was so tempted to agree.. jac say it seems like promotion to her.. however, it means doom to mi coz if i agree and i cant perform, there is no way i can convert back to admin side.. hmmm.. most ppl ask mi to consider again coz its a gd chance for mi to learn mre and to earn mre.. :)

well, wil b back to blog again if i can tink of interesting topics.. my brain arent functioning well now :(

lock!!

2007-10-10T17:40:00.000+08:00

locking my blog for certain reason.. shall be back to blog bout it tomolo.. not in mood to blog bout it now!

horoscope on relationship!

2007-10-08T12:47:00.000+08:00

came across this webby juz now.. decided to venture in n try out for fun nia.. here's the result..

I am Aquarius, My Lover is Scorpio

This is not an easy match at all -- you are so fundamentally different. Aquarius have lots of friends but use a light touch with all relationships and need plenty of space. Scorpios need privacy and have a few friends with whom they share intense emotional loyalty and devotion. You two come at life from different directions. Aquarius says to Scorpio, "Why do you need to get inside my head so deeply?" You need some detachment, because you feel safer that way. To get too close is to get dependent, or to lose some of your sense of self. Scorpio says to Aquarius, "Why can't you let down your guard? Why can't you get in touch with your deepest emotions and allow yourself to be vulnerable with me?" You probably fell in love with Scorpio's mystery and their incredible emotional depth (even if you can't begin to match it).

Scorpio lights up your solar house of fame, so your Scorpio lover will be very good for your career; they have shrewd advice for you, since they are highly instinctive. Because they are so smart financially, they can give you solid advice in these matters, too. When you are going into any kind of negotiation, ask your Scorpio for help; here again, they know exactly what to do. If you fell in love with your agent, manager, or other advisor who helped you become successful, he or she might be a Scorpio. Marriage is different, however, for you must both be able to reach the same emotional base.

Sexually, Scorpio will want to experience the kind of passion operas are written about, but you aren't always sure you can scale those Wagnerian heights. It may seem like so much work that you get bewildered by Scorpio's expectations. Scorpio could find you too cool and detached, or worse, discover you're thinking about other things right when he or she wants you to be focused on lovemaking! Scorpios are also quite possessive and sometimes jealous, and you've got plenty of friends of both sexes. As long as your Scorpio doesn't feel threatened, this should be okay with them.

I have seen incompatible signs link up beautifully, as long as both parties are aware of what the other expects and needs. Ask your partner what he or she wants most, and listen closely. This is one relationship you are going to have to work hard at.

** extracted from http://www.astrologyzone.com/lifelove/matchmaker/**

kind of true la.. mayb u readers wil like to have a go.. but pls... remember this.. horoscope arent accurate everytime ok? :)

weekend

2007-10-08T09:30:00.001+08:00

bb asked ytd if is there any problem with the both of us.. finally he start to tink.. hmmm.. at times, we seem so far apart and til now he realised it..

talk to him bout many things.. like my restrictions and my freedom.. he also told mi bout his concerns.. and i told him bout him leaving mi after his army life.. bring up to him that we r both together bcoz we r too used to each other.. but he juz kept quiet bout it and told mi he is 85% sure he wont.. so where does the 15% go? it doesnt seem logical to mi.. i tink he agrees with mi too.. hmmm~

after that, i went out to k with irene.. actually gona k with xiaolong n jinhong nia.. den suddenly when we reached, therer 3 mre pax there whom i arent so familiar with.. den i decide to get another room despite xiaolong's kp-inig.. but bcoz he lie ma.. say book package for all le.. ma de.. can check with receptionist one lo.. he book package for 5 pax n below.. but total wil have 7 pax le.. 7 pax with 2 mikes for 4 hours!! where got enuff la..

in e end, i book a room la.. ard 12, jinhong came over!! lol.. he mentioned it was fun at our side.. shd have came over earlier!! haha.. didnt understand lo.. our side 2 pax nia.. there side shd b fun ma.. lol.. asked him to sing.. he sang wu ke qun's "handicap"..

is super nice alright? den his fren keep wanting sing duet la.. lol.. sang with him.. jinhong say i "chu gui"!! lol.. i also sang with jinhong la.. his singing is nice la.. so i decide to "puo jie" sing ni zhui zhen gui with him!! lol.. *tis song after singing with silly boy, tis song has become a "zhen chang pin".. nvr sing with ppl anymre~gues its also a way for mi to rem him ba!! *

ended at 2 plus.. cabbed home.. slept at 3 plus.. anyway, in e near future, i wil b at "Rowell Pub" every sat n sunday! wil b "working" there!! lol.. nothin is confirm though.. they wan mi go over everyday la.. but its tiring though they offer fetch mi from office to there la.. lol.. back to blog soon!

silly boy~

2007-10-04T14:17:00.000+08:00

went drinkin with irene n silly boy n his mum ytd at angie's kopi stall.. lotsa things happened.. wat shd i say bout it? the onli thing i can say now is .......

** i guess everythin wil be changed from ytd onwards!! we wont b dat " special " anymre!! **

job!!

2007-09-26T11:25:00.001+08:00

today morning, when i was in the bathroom, bb's mummy suddenly ask mi a question.. she asked..
BB mum: judy ar.. how long u working in tis com ar?
Mi: 5 mths le ba..
BB mum: so fast ar?
Mi: ya lo.. time pass so fast..
BB mum: gd lo..
Mi: but ok nia.. hope can endure la.. kind of troubled..
BB mum: y? how come?
Mi: nothin much la.. juz tinking nia..

seriously, i m tinking of changing job AGAIN.. seems like i have done so many different types of job already.. from waitress to factory to sales assistant to admin to waitress to data entry and lastly to sales coordinator.. haiz.. kind of job hop ard too often til i also sian.. omg!!

working here is ok la.. at least i have a salesman who is sweet ( TWL ).. though he give empty promise at times, but at least its stil sweet la.. he wont overload mi with lotsa things!! as for adrian, he is ok too.. except that at times he is naggy n he does forget his things.. lol.. but he is a generous chap la.. and he is my smoking kaki cum listening ear la.. at times when i feel stress out and he is in office, he nvr fail to acc mi smoke and listen to my woes!! lol.. as for my 3rd salesman, leonard, i tink almost all ppl who is in frequent contact with mi will noe.. though i dun reali like the way do his things and the way he talk, but deep down i noe he is a nice chap.. lol.. cannot work with him de lo.. if work with him, den all gd things bout him wil b covered by his flaws.. as for my hand in hand, Jac, she is ok la.. a nice gossipping kaki.. and also.. her kid is super cute!! lol.. though she is way too sensitive.. but i guess everyone is different in all aspect la.. as for shirley, i tink she is mre to "irene de pattern".. abit bimbo.. but she arent the kind that wil plot and harm ppl la.. lol.. my smoking kaki too~ lol..

at times, reali feel so pissed that i reali wanna tender.. edited my RL for 3 times already.. having the temptation to tender.. sometimes due to the work strain, some times due to the above mentioned and sometimes due to mi feeling emo myself.. hmmm.. didnt noe what to do.. tis is the 1st time i m in a company and yet when tinking of tendering, i didnt tender straight.. :(

i m stil tinking.. reali.. what shd i do now.. i tink my brain arent functioning well................. i m struggling!!

disappointment

2007-09-25T10:00:00.000+08:00

imagine u r a mummy..

one fine day, someone told u ur son look abnormal..

how would u feel..

imagine u r a daughter..

one fine day, someone told ur mum is a bitch..

how would u feel..

imagine u r a kid..

one fine day, someone took away ur prized toy..

how would u feel..

imagine u r a boss..

one fine day, ur worker tells u that ur management sucks..

how would u feel..

imagine u r mi..

one fine day, u wake up and discover everythin that u own n is proud of is gone..

how much u feel?

let mi tell u tis.. u will NEVER understand how i feel!!!!

all my fault ok? juz quit it!!

2007-09-24T18:26:00.000+08:00

alright..

its my fucking fault that i cant drink yet i drink so much..

its my fucking fault that i jio shirley and she jio u!!

its also my fucking fault for getting into ur car..

its also my fucking fault for vomitting in ur car..

its my bloody fault that ur car got damage due to shirley opening it too wide and hard thus having the dent..

ITS ALL MY BLOODY FAULT!!

told u i wan pay for it and yet u keep quiet!!

since u chose to keep quiet, stop shaking ur bloody head and make mi feel fucking bad bout everythin!

since its my fault for all caused, juz pass mi e bill n dun make mi feel damn bloody bad anymre..

i feel that i cant breathe anymre ok??

words from heart!

2007-09-24T14:43:00.000+08:00

To: Whom it may concern!!

freaking sick now!! juz feeling pissed with my own life and happenings.. feeling damn emo now!!

life dun seem to b right for mi from start til now.. past memories keep on coming back like an old movie.. ma chiam like nicholas's song.. 旧伤口，一直缠着我，一直不让我走，像多年的朋友！！

i m feeling tired.. reali v tired.. i noe i take things too hard.. i noe i m v 钻牛角尖~ but i juz couldnt help it but tink alot.. there r lotsa things for mi to tink n do everyday.. i m juz freaking tired of moving on.. can time stop for mi? i noe it cant!!

e older i grow, i feel that there r lesser n lesser frenz ard mi.. so less that at times, i wil feel afraid of it.. YES!! i m afraid of loneliness... i m afraid of darkness and i m afraid of those things that may seem minor n small to all others.. yes.. call mi lousy or hypocrite for all u ppl wan.. i may seem strong outside.. but that arent myself..

i have changed.. yes!! i have!! 4 yrs back, u wil stil c a strong mi.. but how bout 4 yrs later, which is now? you wont b able to c mi shed a tear in front of anyone last time.. but now, whenever i wanna breakdown, it seems like ppl dont expect mi to do this.. i noe 眼泪对很多人来说是一种负担！i wont wan to c my frenz cry.. but when they wanna vent all out, where can they go? they would come to mi.. but when i need ppl ard, i can hardly find ppl ard.. or whoever i feel comfortable with to share all things.. its kind of heart-wrenching!! as none of ur "frenz" are ard.. at times, i do question myself.. is it dat i not dat gd enuff to b their fren or wat.. everythin seem so bleak! i tried my best already.. i noe i m demanding.. i have high expectation in my frenz.. YES.. but, its for everyone's gd..it is not e first day i got stab by frenz i trust.. its not e first time i got so freaking disappointed with ppl ard mi.. TIS IS NOT THE BLOODY FIRST TIME ALREADY!! no matter how strong i m, i wont b able to take it.. i do not have a heart full of metal which doesnt hurt.. i did even change my mobile and let no one able to find mi except my family!! but does it help? i doesnt help at all.. as u ppl c mi outside, u wil make it sound as though i owe u millions thus change no dun let u ppl noe.. but to mi, y shd i even let u noe my no when i dont tink u r treating mi as ur fren? y shd i help u ppl no matter how u treat mi? y shd i even care bout how miserable u ppl are when no one did so to mi?

y shd i always b the one losing out? i dont expect u to treat mi e same as how i treat u.. but at least, i didnt treat u shabbily.. y shd i receive such treatments frm u ppl? it has always been my motto and principle that i treat ppl better than i treat myself.. i ALWAYS make it a point!! but slowly, i realise ppl ard are taking it for granted.. i feel that i m always the one giving.. it makes no point.. always giving n giving.. i arent santa claus.. i do feel the strain of givin n i dun mind bcoz u ppl r my FRENZ.. but wat do i get returned? i get SHIT.. like i always say, whatever i do i dun owe ppl any explaination as i 对得起自己的良心!! dont u ppl understand tis sentence? since when did i ever disappoint u ppl?

from primary school to sec n till now, how many setbacks must i cross? how many things do i have to keep to myself n say nothin to u ppl? i nvr say doesnt mean i duno.. i nvr say doesnt mean that i wil let it go.. it stays firm n strong in my mind and couldnt let go of it due to the hurt caused! have u ever put urself in my shoe n tink? i dun tink u ppl ever did it.. since u ppl didnt even have the courtesy to do that when i dun tink that i wil b able to do all those to u ppl any mre.. pls dun come chasing after mi when u need ppl to acc.. and pls dun ever bug mi anymre with ur nonsense.. i wont entertain any of them.. not even a single bit of it!! tis time round, i m not goin to even budge at all... tis is the max!! i already hit my max and i couldnt take it anymre.. i arent miss " know-all".. i arent miss " generous" and i arent miss " stupid".. dont u ppl understand? i have my own problems too.. and sorry to inform u that u ppl have already max out the "credit limit" i have for u ppl.. anythin. pls settle for u.. i wont wan to b label miss"trouble" or miss " act as though she noe all" anymre..

there are stil lots.. i juz cant b bothered to say everythin out.. but one thing for sure.. one day, if i bloody wanna 撕破脸, i make sure u ppl regret whatever u do!!

Signing off,
MS "TROUBLED" aka MS "VICIOUS"

dbl o trip!!

2007-09-24T11:11:00.001+08:00

went dbl o last fri.. yvonne's bdae!! shd b fun la.. coz brought along leonard and shirley.. lol.. but in e end got myself wasted!! ma de.. its onli 4 pops and 6 shots!! guess i have become a lousy drinker le la!! lol..

at first, shirley say she couldnt leave her house early as her son not aslp yet.. thus, i called and msged leonard.. but seem like he wanted to wait for her den come meet mi.. so let it b.. anyway, shirley called and say she is out of the hse den i already on cab le.. so i reached MS first la.. waited for them like 30 mins b4 they reach!!

after we go in. i drank 3 shots la.. den saw yvonne.. has been age since i last saw her.. she changed quite alot la.. but ok la.. stil dat siao siao de ger i noe her 3 plus yrs ago! den proceed to the dance floor.. shirley seems quite happy to b able to go out la.. lol.. mi too.. after all, has been age since i last went dbl o!!

things start to go out of control den.. lol.. shirley was dancing with leonard.. and one siao kia attempt to dance with mi.. lol.. shirley and leonard jitao laugh and dance themselves without rescuing mi!! ma de!! jitao pissed!! nvr once i go club with ppl den other guys come dance dne my fren stand there n laugh!! i signal to them already ok.. den they juz laugh there n continue dancing like i not there like dat.. ma de!!

den the whole night seem so sian le.. lol.. they r like enjoyin themselves.. lol.. den i go drink myself lo.. didnt expect dat night standard so low la!! ma de!! down 3 mre shots n 4 pops straight den i jitao lost!! sian.. den the night ended with mi drunk n the 2 sending mi home lo.. somemre vomit inside leoanrd's car.. lol.. i guess this e first time i vomited in someone car la.. lol.. his car shd feel honoured!! lol.. anyway, i guess tis is the onli way i can console myself for getting wasted la..lol.

bb was fucking mad with mi and he didnt wan to talk to mi on sat!! lol.. he juz totally ignore mi til his mama comes home.. lol.. anyway, wil b back to blog with the pics that night after i QC the pics.. lol~ ciaos!

JB and jabez!

2007-09-20T17:14:00.000+08:00

post of pics for johor trip and sakae trip!!

went over to johor with Leonard and Jac.. lol..

Presenting to my readers, the driver of the day!! lol..

** duno real cam shy or faking it!! **

** super "budget" = go johor to pa you!! **

then mi n jac didnt have much to do in the car while waiting for him to finish his business!! lol.. cam whoring time!!!

** mi !! **

** jac n mi!! **

there are actually lotsa pic!! but due to the lousy photographer, which is mi, the pics cant b presented here.. lol.. though all these pics also cant make it la.. anyway, after pa youing, we went for dinner.. LEONARD'S FOOTING THE BILL!!!!

here r the pics of the fishball noodle that we ate.. jac say its nice la.. lol~

** my noodles **

** my noodle ( take 2 )

** the whole set !! **

* fish cake!*

* nice de fishcake !! *

** i duno wats this call.. but its nice too!! **

** the whole table.. look who is getting impatient due to waiting! wink at leonard~ **

after eating, we actually wanted to go eat lok lok.. but its not open yet!! lol.. anyway, i told leonard i wan to buy chewing gum.. then took money from him.. lol.. he gave mi 29 bucks.. but i say not enuff.. scare him to death! lol.. in the end, he gave mi 50 bucks n expect mi to give him back the 29.. lol.. i told him i tink not enuff.. lol.. i tink his face turn white lo.. lol!! anyway, tis e end of the JB trip la..

OUTING WITH JAC N SON!!

went for dinner with jac.. she brought her son ( jay chou no 2 ) along.. lol.. actually i also duno y call him jay chou la.. since she call her dat, i call him that too.. her son was super funny!!! we went eating.. her son sitting bside mi.. at first, he start to touch my arm.. then slowly proceed to hit mi.. then when jac scold him, he act "sai nai" n lean his head against my arm.. so cute de lo.. lol.. den out of sudden, he use his head and bang my arm.. lol.. some pics of his son below!!

** inside sakae **

** jabez whining to get out of pram!! **

** after he failed, he started to cry loudly!! **

** the innocent looking jabez when jac carry him.. **

after dinner, we went to chat awhile.. then we went home.. his son is super cute!! i wanna go out with him again!! lol~

some random pics!!

2007-09-14T11:22:00.000+08:00

it has been long since i last blog.. wanted to blog but due to overload, couldnt blog la..anyway, hey is some pics of wat happen for this period of time!! my salesman stand treat la... so here's some pics!!

ADRIAN'S TREAT!!

he gave tis treat coz he "gamble" with us la.. he bet shirley wont stay in company for mre than 3 mths la.. lol.. since shirley confirm staff le, den adrian got to bear responsiblity n stand treat!!! lol..

some random pics of us before food arrive!!

** "cam-shy" de 3 of us!!lol~ **

** 3 of us!! **

** candid of jac!! **

** candid of shirley!! **

** mi n shirley!! **

** mi n shirley( take 2 )**

** cam-shy de adrian!!**

** he is reali super shy la**

lol.. wanted to take a clear pic of him de la.. but juz cannot lo.. he too shy le.. he say he dun like take pics.. so bo bian.. lol.. after taking pics, the food arrive juz in time.. here's some random pics of the food we ordered!!

** our appetitizer.. is nice alright??**

** adrian's pasta!! **

** mine!! **

** mine ( take 2 ) *** jac's **

** jac's ( take 2 ) **

** our shared pizza!! i tink its super nice la**

didnt manage to take shirley's food coz she was too hungry to wait for us take pic den eat!! lol.. cnat even wait for 1 min alright.. lol.. anyway, food was nice n we gossip lots dat night.. before we cal it a day, we went for deserrt somemre!! lol..

** our ice-cream for the day.. **

lol.. total damage > $150 for the night.. anyway, reached home at 11 that night..

will b bakc to blog soon on my trip to johor with jac n LEONARD!! lol..

** i tink thomas will be surprised by this!! **

recap on weekend~

2007-09-03T12:52:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY

went to SIR building with my sister.. took half day!

realised pay wasnt in.. got to "diao" from bb's mummy..

without asking when i wil return or wat, she transfered $400 to my acc~

** bb called and told mi bout it n kping say his mama nvr treat him so gd!! lol~ **

so i cabbed down to SIR building as i was having a super jialat headach la~but when i c the queue, i almost fainted ok? it is super long.. till the extend that the queue went all the way to the exit staircase n went like 2 floor down ok?? so i left my sis there queuing and went to queue for replacing an IC!! YES!! finally ok? i finally parted with 300 bucks coz i wannna go on a holiday end of year and to collect my passport, when i renew in March, the person told mi i got to have my IC to collect it.. isnt it shit? anyway, after paying that 300 bucks, i got the receipt, and went for another queue to collect my passport!! finally got it.. ** wink at irene~ **

the whole thing took 1 hr ok? it is juz terrible to queue juz to get the num chit and waiting for my num to b called!! it is juz plainly irritating.. cant they b mre efficent and let ppl queue at one place to get all their things done? lol.. i noe its impossible la.. juz nagging n complaining nia.. anyway, my new IC will only b ready in Dec!! 3 mths wait!!

the queue my sis was queuing is fast!! juz take num n can go home.. juz go back and collect 2 weeks later can liao!! lol~ then we cabbed home as fri she gto her report book~ results arent gd.. daddy called n asked mi "now wat!! " lol~

SATURDAY

went to cut hair at 103.. omg~ i will nvr go back there again!! even if in the whole wide world only left that salon i also wont go there!! the standard is lousy!! if not for the big rain, i wont go there lo.. is super not happy with my hair now!! though many ppl tink not much diffenrece whether i cut or not la.. ok la~ i know ok? not pretty what haircut also same~ lol.. mahjong at night with bb's parent~ both of us lost $30 altogether~ lol.. i tink his mama is tryin to win $$ for her genting trip la... kidding nia...den all 4 of us went to supermarket buy things.. lalalala~

SUNDAY

mulan came over for mj session.. had a small arguement over tis with bb.. i reali hate it when his sister is so 38.. she actually stay back juz to hear wat we quarreling abt and after we end the "debate session" then she willing to go off lo.. tmd~ almost scold her!! but in the end, i juz slam the door and marked the end of " debate" and then she willing to go back her home lo! kao! anyway, i got a shock out of my life when mulan n her frenz rch~ tot it was the normal "kakis" for mahjong meaning Zixiu n gang.. in e end, 1 weird hair ger n 2 others looking normal gerls rched.. the way they play mahjong is WEIRD!! have u tried playing mahjong silently with human beings? lol.. nvr once in my life lo!! they dun make sound even when they wan "eat" or "pong"!! anyway, i lost 10 cents n mulan covered for it..

at 8pm, when fishing as bb's dad strike 4d.. lol.. dne i "chop" him by telling him v long nvr go fish le.. lol.. den we headed to pasir ris to fish.. fished till 12am and got one fish which is 4kg.. ** i know the weigh coz i took the fish n ask the person to help mi cut up.. its a bloody $4.80 juz to kill the fish n get the intestine out!! its so fucking ex!! i will nvr get ppl to cut for mi ever again!!! then home at 1am~

well, wil blog again soon if i m free!! derrick is out of town for a few days.. tot will b free when he not ard!! in the end, adrian gave mi a stack saying derrick ask mi to do~ omg!!!

tarot card reading!!

2007-08-30T12:55:00.001+08:00

i took the test again!! in the end, i chose some differnet answers.. lol.. i guess i m juz flicker minded la!! anyway, here is the reading too!!

You are The Wheel of Fortune

Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of
intoxication with success

The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

tarot card reading!!

2007-08-30T12:47:00.000+08:00

was feeling so sian with work thus taking time off to read tom's blog!! was quite interested in tarot card thing last time so decided to work on this small quiz.. here's the result!!!

You are Temperance

Time. Ages. Transformation. Involuntary change

Temperance is another card of aspiration, but also of much change. It often
represents complex situations. Positively, you can harmonize contrary
forces.

Temperance is, on a surface level, about "tempering." The original pouring from cup to cup might have been about cutting wine with water. So this is a card about moderation. There is, however, another angle to the card, that of merging seemingly impossible opposites. Sagittarius, the centaur, merges beast and man into a unique creature. And then there is the bow and arrow, one moving, one stationary, working together to point the way. Temperance may be, at first glance, a warning for you to "temper" your behavior, to cut your wine with water. But it may also be a reminder to that seemingly irreconcilable opposites may not be irreconcilable at all. Belief that fiery red and watery blue cannot be merged may be the only thing standing in the way of blending the two. Change the belief, measure out each with care, and you can create otherworldly violet.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Seriously, i duno wats the meaning of the above writing.. juz posting for the sake of posting.. anyway, tis marks the end of my post!! shall blog later if i have less work to do!! bye!!

kao!!

2007-08-29T12:23:00.000+08:00

its lame.. i m pissed.. everythin is in a mess!!

early morning got lotsa explaination to do..

seriously.. it sucks ok? i stay back u all keep quiet la.. ** i m refering to the management!! ** den now late u kp!! ** the latest is 18 mins!! ** helo~ i normally stay back mre than 30mins one ok?? its lame le.. i m juz super pissed!!

anyway, leonard kp again.. we have delivered the wrong items to the sch.. in the end i kena.. but i dun tink its my fault ok? from wat i ask from accounts, they juz follow the PO on the SO..

**PO=Purchase Order SO= Sales order ** In the end, description is wrong!! and wrong items r delivered to school.. y shd u kp mi when from start to end is not done by mi!! shit!! i wont wan to say whoes fault is it.. but pls ok? get ur facts right.. dun wait till i sound you with all things den in e end u say is i nvr check the DO that accounts issue ok? is lame le.. u tink i will check every single items?u tink i m ur PA? u tink i onli have ur things nia sibo?

pls ok? dun make mi pissed.. i tink i already hit my limit!! seriously, i tink its time to consider tendering soon.. i m breaking down!!

5.30pm sharp!!

2007-08-28T16:44:00.000+08:00

i swear i off my computer at 5.30pm sharp and no one else can make mi stay in office after 6pm!!

lol.. is reali tiring.. my brain is COMPLETELY flooded now!!whatever things that flood my mind, mi myself also duno wats dat.. it seems like there r too many things inside.. but when i try to "communicate" with my brain, its seems like there is nothin inside!!

i noe its weird!! i tink i m mad too!! i reali tink i need a short break!! kind of look forward to the trip i may have in nov!! nothin is confirm yet!! i wish time can pass faster!!

btw, the staff at nokia in causeway point sucks ok? guess wat? 30 ppl in front of my queue num to collect phone.. u try guessing how long i took juz to get back my phone?? its a bloody 2.5hrs!! juz alone queuing for the "receptionist" to gimmi the num takes ard 30min!! she juz keep walking in n out of her position n go toilet!!!! ma de.. she tink lao niang got lotsa time!! rch home at 9pm!!kao!!!

called mummy juz now.. told her bout the trip.. she wans mi to tink over it again.. she tel mi no hurry~ but i scare later oct book den no mre place le ma.. right? ** aiai nod her head with agreement!!** anyway, u better pass ur test ok? if not u noe wat i will do to u n ur precious things!!

** tis post is lame coz my mind is blank now!! i tink you guys muz be tinking y i suddenly talk bout one thing n nxt sentence is the other!! lol**

tired~

2007-08-27T12:23:00.000+08:00

yes.. i m getting tired!! sick of everythin..

had a quarrel with bb ytd.. he is getting mre n mre bold!! knn.. go out den come back so late.. eh.. u remember u say wat time u b back anot? in e end le? expect mi not to b angry with u after u say u wil rch home at 5pm but u came back at 1am? u tink wat? suka suka gimmi timing to entertain mi ar? i tink if its mi, u sure kp one!!remember i went ronald house? come back one hr later nia u kp til like nvr b4...... kao!

feeling mre n mre tired at work.. i duno if its a gd sign anot.. does it mean i have already hit my max? working like hell.. knock off daily after 6pm for the last week... i m tired ok? wear out already.. e latest i knock off at nearly 11pm ok? heng got Adrian send mi back.. if not i b like kuku stay back for ot without pay.. getting tired daily.. lotsa uncomplete backlogs.. uncomplete reports.. uncomplete task.. uncomplete chores.. e onli thing i completed is my energy level.. dont have any mood to do anythin after work.. i even dread coming to work at times.. coz i get so irritated by everythin n seems like its hard to get ppl to appreciate watever that i did!!

had a "fight" with jac on 22nd Aug.. seems like a major one.. i was feeling like so pissed like nvr b4.. shall not say mre on e incident but i tink its a lame one.. anyway, did told bb's mum that night bout tis incident when i rch home.. she told mi to let it b... she told mi to do watever that please myself n not tink of it anymre..

discovered that i hate many of bb's fren n relative!! his sister is gettin on my nerves.. i tink last mth she commented that she wan to shift to bp so that she can live nearer to bb's parents.. to mi, she juz wan ppl to take care of her kids n nothin mre! she come over at like 3 days a week for dinner.. her daughter is here ard 2-3 days during schooling week.. her son is here everyday n she brings him home onli on Fri n back on Sunday.. weekend suppose to b bb's mum "offday".. but guess wat? she brings him here on sat morning.. then at times leave him here til evening then bring him back.. sunday bring her son over as early as 5pm.. even bb's mum is not ard.. she wil try lotsa ways to bring over.. ( eg: treat mi n bb dinner.. ) and when i ask her, she say she wil buy dinner for us den leave her son with us.. eh.. u r the mother of ur child ok? u expect us to teach him spelling n "听写"!! helo!! u cant even let him learn at home meh? u onli know how to on tv n let them watch.. bring them out like nvr b4.. eh.. quality time is important.. but pls ok? son is yours.. u dun tel mi to teach him how to do things n gimmi permission to hit ur child ok? i m sick of it.. i know he is scare of mi coz i m fierce.. but pls dun misuse this ok? i juz wan him to respect ur mum n not slam the door whenever he dun get wat he wans.. u know wat anot? once, he actually tell ur mum tis.. "我就是要喊你!!" i personally tink its too much thats y i interfere ok? as for ur daughter, u noe she is slow in doing homework.. let her do her work n not bring her go shoppin then complain she cant finish her work even til midnight.. i tel u.. u caused everythin ok? u bring her out to eat n shop lo.. dun come tel mi say she at bb's house do work faster bcoz of mi.. is bcoz we didnt bring her out ok? pls la.. teach ur child.. i have phodia when i c them now ok? if u really decide to move to bp.. u say u wil come over n stay til ur flat is ready.. i tel u.. i wil either move home or lock doors ok? u cant take my t shirt without permission at that time.. u wont have access to the room.. u wont b able to let ur son play my games as n when u like it.. I TELL YOU!! u wont b able to do all these.. if u happen to b able to do all these, then i m so sorry.. i will bring everythin back to my home and there goes ur brother's entertainment.. at that time, i wil tel him all bcoz of YOUR KIDS!! understand anot??though bb say u treat mi nice, but nice to an extent ok?do not cross ur limit.. there is a limit to my endurance level.. dont spank my butt when we r in a middle of a shopping mall ever again or the spank will land back on ur face!

and lastly, irene has been "chutting" some stunts / or rather, tis is wat i tink la.. pls ok?wan chut stunt dun let mi catch.. u noe the consequence of everythin.. it happens b4 already.. dun say i nvr warn u.. n dun tink i have grown stupid or u have grown smarter.. i juz dun wan bother say too much of the things that r happening ok? if the things u said r true, then i hereby apologise for the above things i have said.. but if they r fakes, then i tink u shd now wat wil the consequences b like.. call mi stubborn or watever please u.. i m juz tired of everythin!!

2007-08-22T09:27:00.000+08:00

as promised, here is the pic we took last yr on Ronald's bdae!!

anyway, was sick the whole week last week.. got 4 days mc from polyclinic.. yesterday was a bz bz day thus not bloggin at all.. will b back to blog in the afternoon bout a damn lame thing happening today!!

2007-08-07T15:32:00.000+08:00

updates on RONALD'S big day!!!

lol.. went down his party at night with bb's parents sendin us down!! rch there ard 11pm!! was kp by ronald's mum for goin down so late!! ** sorry la auntie!! i dun mean it~ lol**

gave ronald a bottle of martel as present!! lol.. and god knows when i reach there, i was "punished" with 3 CUPS of martel!! lol.. without adding anythin except ice!! damn ronald!!!! though we share all 3 of them, but when i drank e first cup., i cough til like hell.. machiam choke like dat!! ma de!! so long nvr drink le ma.. still laugh mi for wat sia!! so paiseh~

anyway, after that, we wnet ard asking ppl to drink with us!! but no one wan to care bout us lo.. hahaha.. jennifer ( ronald's mum la ) ask mi to pose as her daughter!! lol.. is strange lo.. coz bb there look look duno c wat.. anyway, posed as her daughter to bluff those "next-door" army personel.. lol.. they reali believe lo.. is lame anyway.. so the whole night was wasted by drinking n cockin ard!! at last, ard 3am, ronald FINALLY was too shag n fall asleep!! **he dun wan admit he was drunk!! so let it b lo!! **

though we didnt take any pics that night( coz too bz drinkin to remember to take some pics.. ) so here is some random pics of ronald!!!** he insist he is a gd boy!! wat do u tink after seeing tis pic? **

** ghostly RONALD!! **

actually wanted to pose the pic i took with ronald when we both went dbl o on his bdae last yr!! realise my thumbdrive arent with mi!! lol.. shall post it up on my nxt post!! lol..

anyway, updates on meiling's farewell party!!

i didnt attend the party!! i was pissed with whatever is goin ard!! and also pissed with dat "cow" who is also goin.. told meiling at 6pm that i arent going.. "cow" was there too!! also with our big big big boss, who wanted to stand treat coz i tink meiling is his FAVORITE girl.. lol.. anyway, "cow" tried acting in front of ppl by asking mi " eh.. you going anot?go le!! "..

ma de!! i m so turn off can? hey idiot!! i juz quarreled with u right?over the NUS quotation right? u tink u acting in mediacorp is it? pls hor.. **i tink media corp also wont accept u de lo.. coz u arent up to standard yet!!**

anyway, i did not answer him.. i juz walk to meiling's desk n told her i arent going!! ** we shall meet up nxt time ok, meiling!! i m sorry!! anyway, all the best to u in ur nxt company!!**

at ard 10 plus, S called mi.. askin mi wan go join them anot @ maple pub!! was so tempted lo.. but i asked her who was ard.. she told mi "blar blar blar...." r there.. but she didnt mention "cow".. then i was so tempt to go lo.. but to play safe, i aske her where is "cow".. then she say v loudly ( COW IS DRIVING!!! )lol~

i almost fainted lo!! lol.. it was so funny.. but anyway, i told them to enjoy n i nvr go down at all.. so thats all bout the farewell party!! lol.. shall b back to blog tomolo with the 1 n onli pic i took with ronald last yr!! bye~

fishing trip!!

2007-08-06T16:24:00.001+08:00

妈的！！i m so excited!! even til now!!

guess wat? mi n bb went fishing for 10 hrs at pasir ris!! lol.. though is expensive, but is worth it lo!! ** ma de!! 120 bucks for 10 hrs!! actually shd b 12hrs.. but pond closes in the morning @ 7!! **

pics show them all!! 2 view of the fish we caught in total!!

u tink they look normal to u right? pls scroll down so that u wil know y m i so excited!!!!

baobei n his PRIZE catch!! actually we didnt reali use e fishing rod to catch tis fish!! coz this fish is too big!! bb use the plier n "kiap" it up when it swim near us!! ** baobei suspected that this is the fish that he "lost battle" with!! **

** baobei n his PRIZE catch!! **the fish is so big that u can c bb use force til his " mouse" come out!! **

baobei wants mi to act as though tis fish is caught by mi!! so i pose a victory sign with the fish!! i was super heavy!!

lastly, mi n my prize catch!! tis was the first catch of the day!!

** shall b back to blog bout RONALD's bdae party as i promised earlier tomolo!! ** bye~

***ps: i didnt go to the farewell party for meiling!! thus not much updates on it!! will blog bout some of it together with Ronald's party tomolo!! ***

2007-08-03T14:10:00.000+08:00

HOOT!!!!!!! i m DARN HAPPY NOW!!!!!

* gathering bcomin a company event!
seriously, it's super irritating!! it happen like tis.. mi, S and M r skyping away!!

Me: I tink my boss nvr go la..
M: got la.. i sms him.. he say ok de le..
Me: you sure?
M: ya..
Me: so is how many ppl go de le? say le so i can book room ma..but boss say "cow go i go!!"
S: good la.. all go then got ppl pay for it.. den we no need pay..
M:ur boss confirm with mi liao la..no need ask anyone la.. juz make urself available will do..
S: but i tink ur boss will pay la..
Me: ya la.. standard.. expected!!
S: cow also not bad ma..
Me: go help him do thing things wan?
S: dun wna la!!
Me: den? he gd? u will vomit bloody if u do lo!!
S: ok la.. he wil send mi back ma..
M: cow go he wil send S back ma..
Me: he go den i tink spoil mood lo..anyway, i not confirm going coz may have something on tonight..
S: actually not onli i sit him car.. K and B also ma.. lol
Me: mayb K go A wil go?
S& M: ya lo..

after a while,
S: i heard meiling say go "lao da's" place le..
Me: is it?
S: eh.. "laoda" call I go le..
Me: omg!! y suddenly like so many ppl?
M: ya lo.. duno le..

after that, i discover that actually lotsa ppl noe bout tis event... actually, not i selfish also wat la.. is too many ppl v sian de lo..also not all v "gum" till like super super onz de lo.. its funny la.. ** tis is wat i tink la..**

c c c !!! now M decide that dinner big grp is ok.. but after that de activity she wan small grp.. as in not company "up n dwn" go!! its CONTRADICTING!!!! OMG!!!shall blog again bout wat happen on the event if i going!!!!!