blogger just cannot let mi upload pics!! BTH!!
wanted to load up pics for irene and ronald's bdae..
which is like overdue for more den 1 mth!! LOL!!

anyway, sidetrack abit..
emo these few days..
seems like there arent anythin dat wil reali interest mi already..
there arent anythin dat can make mi happy..

i dont seem to enjoy anythin which i love to do in the past..
instead, i began to enjoy silentness..
i like to be left alone without anyone talkin to mi..
i m starting to feel so afraid of myself....

jammed the other day..
suddenly love the feel and was like chasing the feel everyday..
i noe its not right..
i noe its not a gd solution..
but i just can find any other way out..
seriously, i dont know what exactly is the problem nw and what do i reali wan..
everythin seems so far stretched and the road in front is dim..
part of mi feel so scare.. another part of me just wanna leave everythin just e way it is now..
its just so irritating..

i tink i seriously need a fairy god mama~

3:36 PM