work is not that enjoyable to me now.. used to look forward to coming work last time.. but now, i do have the urge to throw letter and run far far away.. i know that its a passing stage and i need to go thru this no matter wat.. however, it seems like things are going beyond my control already.. my colleagues are stil ok.. but when problem comes along, everyone begin to change their surname to "lai".. everythin push here and there.. there are so many kinds of ppl in my company.. someone told mi to be tactful in the way i put my words.. but this is not mi.. i arent that type dat will go all e way round just to tel u somethin that dont sound nice..

boss tell mi i m gona suffer from depression sooner or later if i keep thinkin too much.. dat sound kind of right.. mary asked if i bear to leave them? LOL.. i almost laugh out.. after considering for a week, if they dont treasure wat they have, y shd i even bother? y shd i even bother to ask if everythin is ok? y shd i even bother to make sure everythin is ok?

i arent a nanny who is suppose to run after everyone and chase for the things that are due..

i arent a maid that is suppose to do reports and no one even bothers to read.. if u ppl arent reading, then y shd u request for the report? you ppl are just wasting my time and i can use the time that i spent on the report to do my other work and wont have to stay til so late just to complete those things that i can finish by 5pm and go home on the dot..

i arent "ms know-all".. y did you ppl presume i know everythin and ask mi? just becoz u r afraid to get lecture thus asking me all those questions? it arent part of my job alright? and even if i ans u once ans u twice, did it get into ur bloody mind? you freaking just forget abt it and asked the 2nd time.. u fucking get irritated when ppl asked you questions.. then y shd u even ask mi when u noe i would flare up?

lastly, i dont c any point with u earning like over 2k per mth and me onli earning like 1.5k per month.. its a fucking 500 bucks difference.. u can jolly well nua if u wanna stay so.. i wont even care.. just please dont irritated me.. i dont take ur salary.. i dont take ur commission.. pls... just stay away from mi.. thanks alot!

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