nua-ing at work after lunch thus decided to blog abit b4 continue doing my work for the day..

btw, i got reprimanded by derrick coz of leonard and adrian and twl got reprimanded by derrick coz of mi.. lol.. life goes round n round eh? lol!!

i forgot to send out mail to inform them bout the panasonic course supposingly starting today.. last night derrick called them to check the attendance and i tink he tot i got send out the mail and he kind of say that they nvr check mail or something like dat la.. anyway, i got said coz leonard gave mi a last min quote and wants it to b done immediately ytd and i sort of yaya with him though he said "PLS" ... lol.. dat was meant to b a joke to kp him la.. i tink boss arent on same frequency as mi la.. so he tot i diao qi lai mai when leonard di shen xia qi!

anyway, work is alright as a total lo.. except for some problems that i also lan de blog here la.. coz kind of pointless to blog here and nothin can b solved and i wil b mre angry with the matters..

however, at rowell, tons of things happened.. was told last night though.. shareholders arent responsible, shareholders arent firm and lotsa internal thing happen.. W told mi he want to get out of this business.. coz he tink kind of pointless la.. i feel the same as the treatment there arent acceptable la.. kind of hard lo.. the "party girl" on sat offended some customers and in the end, it was W and mi goin all out to entertain customers with "her" sitting there crapping.. in the end, "she" got drunk la.. S wasnt v happy bout it.. i tink S also abit off la.. u wan things ur way.. but u muz also consider bout the consequences ma.. right? anyway, cant b bothered to care bout wat is happening there.. i get whatever i shd get and i wil juz do whatever is needed..

things arent going well for mi and BB.. i tink, its time to reconsider everythin again.. its not bcoz of any external factors that happened.. its juz the things he do that makes mi feel that actually i arent needed in his life~

i seriously need some help!! i m getting quite lost with the things i need and want~

2:07 PM