today morning, when i was in the bathroom, bb's mummy suddenly ask mi a question.. she asked..
BB mum: judy ar.. how long u working in tis com ar?
Mi: 5 mths le ba..
BB mum: so fast ar?
Mi: ya lo.. time pass so fast..
BB mum: gd lo..
Mi: but ok nia.. hope can endure la.. kind of troubled..
BB mum: y? how come?
Mi: nothin much la.. juz tinking nia..

seriously, i m tinking of changing job AGAIN.. seems like i have done so many different types of job already.. from waitress to factory to sales assistant to admin to waitress to data entry and lastly to sales coordinator.. haiz.. kind of job hop ard too often til i also sian.. omg!!

working here is ok la.. at least i have a salesman who is sweet ( TWL ).. though he give empty promise at times, but at least its stil sweet la.. he wont overload mi with lotsa things!! as for adrian, he is ok too.. except that at times he is naggy n he does forget his things.. lol.. but he is a generous chap la.. and he is my smoking kaki cum listening ear la.. at times when i feel stress out and he is in office, he nvr fail to acc mi smoke and listen to my woes!! lol.. as for my 3rd salesman, leonard, i tink almost all ppl who is in frequent contact with mi will noe.. though i dun reali like the way do his things and the way he talk, but deep down i noe he is a nice chap.. lol.. cannot work with him de lo.. if work with him, den all gd things bout him wil b covered by his flaws.. as for my hand in hand, Jac, she is ok la.. a nice gossipping kaki.. and also.. her kid is super cute!! lol.. though she is way too sensitive.. but i guess everyone is different in all aspect la.. as for shirley, i tink she is mre to "irene de pattern".. abit bimbo.. but she arent the kind that wil plot and harm ppl la.. lol.. my smoking kaki too~ lol..

at times, reali feel so pissed that i reali wanna tender.. edited my RL for 3 times already.. having the temptation to tender.. sometimes due to the work strain, some times due to the above mentioned and sometimes due to mi feeling emo myself.. hmmm.. didnt noe what to do.. tis is the 1st time i m in a company and yet when tinking of tendering, i didnt tender straight.. :(

i m stil tinking.. reali.. what shd i do now.. i tink my brain arent functioning well................. i m struggling!!

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