yes.. i m getting tired!! sick of everythin..

had a quarrel with bb ytd.. he is getting mre n mre bold!! knn.. go out den come back so late.. eh.. u remember u say wat time u b back anot? in e end le? expect mi not to b angry with u after u say u wil rch home at 5pm but u came back at 1am? u tink wat? suka suka gimmi timing to entertain mi ar? i tink if its mi, u sure kp one!!remember i went ronald house? come back one hr later nia u kp til like nvr b4...... kao!

feeling mre n mre tired at work.. i duno if its a gd sign anot.. does it mean i have already hit my max? working like hell.. knock off daily after 6pm for the last week... i m tired ok? wear out already.. e latest i knock off at nearly 11pm ok? heng got Adrian send mi back.. if not i b like kuku stay back for ot without pay.. getting tired daily.. lotsa uncomplete backlogs.. uncomplete reports.. uncomplete task.. uncomplete chores.. e onli thing i completed is my energy level.. dont have any mood to do anythin after work.. i even dread coming to work at times.. coz i get so irritated by everythin n seems like its hard to get ppl to appreciate watever that i did!!

had a "fight" with jac on 22nd Aug.. seems like a major one.. i was feeling like so pissed like nvr b4.. shall not say mre on e incident but i tink its a lame one.. anyway, did told bb's mum that night bout tis incident when i rch home.. she told mi to let it b... she told mi to do watever that please myself n not tink of it anymre..

discovered that i hate many of bb's fren n relative!! his sister is gettin on my nerves.. i tink last mth she commented that she wan to shift to bp so that she can live nearer to bb's parents.. to mi, she juz wan ppl to take care of her kids n nothin mre! she come over at like 3 days a week for dinner.. her daughter is here ard 2-3 days during schooling week.. her son is here everyday n she brings him home onli on Fri n back on Sunday.. weekend suppose to b bb's mum "offday".. but guess wat? she brings him here on sat morning.. then at times leave him here til evening then bring him back.. sunday bring her son over as early as 5pm.. even bb's mum is not ard.. she wil try lotsa ways to bring over.. ( eg: treat mi n bb dinner.. ) and when i ask her, she say she wil buy dinner for us den leave her son with us.. eh.. u r the mother of ur child ok? u expect us to teach him spelling n "听写"!! helo!! u cant even let him learn at home meh? u onli know how to on tv n let them watch.. bring them out like nvr b4.. eh.. quality time is important.. but pls ok? son is yours.. u dun tel mi to teach him how to do things n gimmi permission to hit ur child ok? i m sick of it.. i know he is scare of mi coz i m fierce.. but pls dun misuse this ok? i juz wan him to respect ur mum n not slam the door whenever he dun get wat he wans.. u know wat anot? once, he actually tell ur mum tis.. "我就是要喊你!!" i personally tink its too much thats y i interfere ok? as for ur daughter, u noe she is slow in doing homework.. let her do her work n not bring her go shoppin then complain she cant finish her work even til midnight.. i tel u.. u caused everythin ok? u bring her out to eat n shop lo.. dun come tel mi say she at bb's house do work faster bcoz of mi.. is bcoz we didnt bring her out ok? pls la.. teach ur child.. i have phodia when i c them now ok? if u really decide to move to bp.. u say u wil come over n stay til ur flat is ready.. i tel u.. i wil either move home or lock doors ok? u cant take my t shirt without permission at that time.. u wont have access to the room.. u wont b able to let ur son play my games as n when u like it.. I TELL YOU!! u wont b able to do all these.. if u happen to b able to do all these, then i m so sorry.. i will bring everythin back to my home and there goes ur brother's entertainment.. at that time, i wil tel him all bcoz of YOUR KIDS!! understand anot??though bb say u treat mi nice, but nice to an extent ok?do not cross ur limit.. there is a limit to my endurance level.. dont spank my butt when we r in a middle of a shopping mall ever again or the spank will land back on ur face!

and lastly, irene has been "chutting" some stunts / or rather, tis is wat i tink la.. pls ok?wan chut stunt dun let mi catch.. u noe the consequence of everythin.. it happens b4 already.. dun say i nvr warn u.. n dun tink i have grown stupid or u have grown smarter.. i juz dun wan bother say too much of the things that r happening ok? if the things u said r true, then i hereby apologise for the above things i have said.. but if they r fakes, then i tink u shd now wat wil the consequences b like.. call mi stubborn or watever please u.. i m juz tired of everythin!!

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