yes.. i went into one of my colleague's fren blog n i came across a post which i tink i shd post somethin like dat too to remind myself of wat a fren jasmine is!! ** jasmine is someone who i know when i was 17~**

met her thru a fren.. 1st impression of her was not bad coz i tink she is like mi.. :) thus, we spend every free time after e first meeting and we call each other 爱爱~ soon, every mutual frenz know bout it and whenever they c either of us, they will ask, "今天没有约你的爱爱啊？".. yes!! we were this "unseparable"~ and to almost all ppl who know us, we r reali like 2 sisters who's glued to one another..Thus, tis post shall b specially dedicated to her!!

hey jasmine,
hows life? did u ever tink of wat happen between us and the good times we had together? we had went thru many things n i tot of us being together as best of frenz thru out our life time! but i guess tis is heaven's will and i shall let tis past memories go once tis post end as i had cling on to tis miserable happenings for too long!
do u stil remember how we used to:
1. spend all afternoons together when you dont feel like goin to school?
2. scold john when he irritate he by tellin u those nonsense?
3. play pool and whenever u r losing, u will play the song 黄昏 to distract mi?
4. bully xiao ben whenever we go out together?
5. share all those secrets that not even our family members know?
6. share those pain n sorrows that we wan to hide from others?
7. play basketball together n run like hell together when we lose?
8. share our clothes?
9. console each other when either of us r filled with grief n sorrows?
10.stand up for one another when any of us get bullied?
11.share our last cigrette together?
12.experience gastric pain together?
13.spend our nights out chatting n fooling ard?
14.stand firmly on our relationship when ppl starts sabotagin?
15.boycott anyone whom any of us doesnt like?
16.share our last dollar together?
17.meet up for breakfast at 6am at "老地方"?
18.call each other 爱爱 till my youngest sister's jealous?
and many mre...........

do you still remember all these? i reali thought we can stand firm on our stand n relationship forever till JD came into our lives... when he came into our lives, u started to change~

i know u like JD alot! i reali know it~ but have u ever wonder wat makes mi commit into a RS with him? its bcoz u told mi love cant b forced and u wan mi to b with him as you wan him to b happy and encourage mi to give him a chance?? do u remember? do u also remember that you gave me e promise that nothin can change our relationship? do u also remember that it was you who encourage mi to start with him and gave us ur blessings??? i guess u dont!

when mi n JD start, u started to change.. when i ask u out, u tell mi u are outside n wont b free.. in e end, i found out u were at panjang with our frenz.. at 12mn, u sms JD telling him u missed the last bus home and would like him to send u home.. i was bside him when ur sms arrive.. i felt sad but still asked JD to send u home when he is reluctant to do so~ do u know bout tis? i dont tink u wil ever know!! tis kind of situation came so often that at times, i feel so disappointed! you even told him not to let mi know u sms!! what do u mean by that? dont u know that he is with mi at nights coz i onli knock off 10pm??

then, u begun to MIA and u would not pick up call or reply sms from me nor ur mum n dad! at last, i told JD to sms u and guess wat? u replied immediately askin him to go out with u!! dont u tink its a joke that due to the appearance of a guy? didnt i tell u from the start that tis guy will ruin all those bondings we share in the past? but u assured mi that it wont happen!i guess i m such a fool to believe in those words~

then, there was a time when i was not ard for 8 mths. i told u and asked u to take care of urself. but u didnt reply and i let it be.... once i came back, i heard that u and JD got together.. but do u know that mi n JD still together? do u tink tis is good? worse still, u r living at his home and his home is juz 4 floors below my home!!! frenz told mi not to get work up or beat u up coz of anger.. ok.. fine~ i let it rest till i finally saw u one day..

i smiled at you. but guess wat? u turned away looking at other place.. at tis point of time, i feel damn pissed with myself.. y did i befriend such a person n let myself face such insult?? but it was another thing when i saw u n JD under our block a few days later.. you guys were walking from the carpark to the lift n i was at the lift waiting for the lift to rch groundfloor.. when i saw u, u quickly pulled his hands and smile at me.. when do u mean by doing that? trying to tell mi that u guys r together or u won by snatching him from mi?? then all 3 of us went in to the lift n i pressed 6 for u as i know what floor u guys r stopping.. then u start talking to me..

Jasmine: How u?
Me: ok lo.. same..
Jasmine: the n like dat good lo..

then u rch ur floor.. and we parted with u saying bye to me.. isnt it ridiculous? jasmine, y did u change to such a person? y did u try to upset and aggitate mi when u know i m already dripping tears in my heart? dont u know it hurt me anot? a few weeks later, u turned up at my workplace tellin mi u found a job in the shopping center i m working in! isnt all tis too 巧? u tink drama is it? on the 1st day of ur work, u jio mi to take 190 back home together.. in the end, JD turn up n all 3 of us took e same bus home~ dont u tink u went overboard as AW told me actually JD was with him n u called to say u arent feeling well and wants JD to fetch u? wat r u trying to prove after all these trouble?? on e 2nd day, u stopped coming to my shop xcept after u finish work, which is 30 mins earlier then mi, u brought JD up n told mi u n JD go off 1st.. this last for 2 mths~

finally, u stopped coming to my shop at 9.30pm.. i started to worry if anythin happened to u as tis is the onli job u got since u quit sch.. but i guess i cant do anythin to it as this is wat u chose things to b like.. and we nvr c each other other than the lift lobby and u treat me like a stranger.. i feel so devasted!

jasmine, can u tell mi y all these happened? y did u do all these juz to hurt me? didnt i make myself clear that i wont wan to spoil our relationship coz of JD.. i was reluctant to do anythin to hurt u till u wanted him to b happy and requested me to b with him so that he wil b happy?** i did like him.. but i was reluctant.. remember??**thus i grant u ur wish.. to tel u e truth, i was nvr happy to know that u avoided mi juz bcoz of him..

all these r bygones now.. i know its pointless for mi to hold on n live with such memories and i wish u all the best in wat u do!! good bye forever!!

12:37 PM